Falling deep [S.M]

20- Why me?

All that I can do is run. I just keep running. I run in the direction that Shawn drove us here, I don't exactly know where I am because its a little out of town and I haven't really explored this area yet.

I slow my body down until I was walking, my shoes in my hand as my cold bare feet tickled the ground. Tears were still falling from my eyes, I've never been so in love with someone before, and now I know why. Because I'm not good enough for anyone, even the guy I was madly in love with choose my 'best friend' other me.

My mind goes back to all of the laughs and happy memories me and Shawn created causing me to sob even more. All of those times were only happy for me, Shawn clearly never loved me, he never felt anything for me or else he would never have done that, if he ever felt a single feeling for me he would have known not to do that to me, especially with my best friend. Wow, I'm such an idiot, how could I have not seen this coming.

Why is Georgia even in Canada? I've only just been with her in England, obviously that was all fake as well, she knew how much I loved Shawn, it's not like she didn't know it was Shawn back in that club because I've sent her so many pictures of us two together, she said she was happy for us, but all this time she was just planning to break my heart. Why me? Why does this world keep throwing pain in my direction.

I didn't want to go home, that would be to painful due to all of the pictures of both Shawn and Georgia in my bedroom, my fingers start to find Yasmin's name in my contacts and call her hoping she would pick up but it was almost half past one in the morning I doubt she will.

"Ali? Are you in trouble? Why are you calling so late?" A tired, concerned Yasmin says as she speaks down the phone.

"Something bad has happened" is all I can say before breaking down into tears once again.

"Oh my god, are you okay? Where are you, I'm coming to get you right now." " felt bad when I heard the panic in her voice.

"I.. I don't exactly know where I am, I can see a gas station, next to it is a small cafe with a purple sign outside it. Ehh, I can also see a big field with one little house on it.." I sniff back the tears.

"I know where you are, don't move I'm leaving now I'll be 5 minutes" she said hanging up the phone.

I'm getting a little scared now, its pitch black, no one is around and I have no idea where I am.

Just minutes later Yasmin pulls up in her car next to me. I jump in the front seat and wrap the blanket around me that Yasmin was kind enough to bring for me.

I try to give her a small smile but just looking at her worried expression made me upset again, I tried to explain what happened but my words just couldn't get out.

"Shh, Ali it's okay, I'm going to bring you back to my house, we can have a nice hot chocolate and if you want to tell me, and only if you want to, you can, okay?" She said as she began to drive into the unfamiliar road back to her house.

Shawn's POV-

I don't even want to think about how Ali is feeling right now, I've messed up so badly, I just need to tell her the truth I cant have her think for the rest of her life that it was my intention to hurt her the way I did, I honestly thought it was her I was making out with not that bitch that calls herself Ali's best friend.

I run after Ali but someone grabs onto my arm, I turn around to see the person that has potentially ruined my relationship with Ali, our happiness.

"I really think you should leave, leave here, leave Canada, leave Ali's life" I say aggressively removing my arm from her grip and continue to look for Ali, I cant look Georgia in the eye after what she has done.