The Angel Of Darkness (Itachi Love Story)

Prisoner

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(Izuka's POV)

Empty......I feel utterly empty and powerless......my chakra has been completely drained by these cuffs.........a person who I was starting to love died in front of me trying to get me back to the village...Pain............That's all I feel right now..............Loneliness..............I've been here in this cell for days I presume.....I had awoken last night after being drugged..........I was careless and now look what has happened.

It's funny that after all of these years of separating myself from everyone and finally reconnecting with my friends this happens......Sasuke and Naruto are fighting......I revealed my identity to everyone....no one was suppose to know that I was alive but I had to tell my close friends and Sasuke and Naruto......I finally start to love again but now he's dead.......It's all my fault that all of this happened.......My emotions got in the way...........they're nothing but a distraction........I spent five years building up a series of walls around my heart and they were broken in a matter of weeks.

In this world now I feel utterly alone. Will I stay here forever? I wonder to myself why this is was my life? I did nothing wrong when I was a child but I've been punished over and over. Nobody ever told me, or at least I never thought life would be this hard. I liked it better when I was just a child who was carefree with everything. It seems like only yesterday that I was growing up at home, playing, smiling, and basking in the love and adoration of my family and friends. I was always laughing, joking, and enjoying every detail of life. It seems there were no bad days back then.

Sometimes I recall and dwell upon the ignorant happiness that youth dictated. I wish that I had seized my childhood memories more carefully instead of letting them flee from my mind like a thief in the night. Suddenly, I realize and am awaken to the fact that I am almost 18 years old, living in this life of conflict. Sometimes I am overcome and fear the coming of tomorrow.

I ask myself why this lifestyle has befallen me. Am I not a good person? Have I wronged someone? Have I maybe hurt someone and this is my punishment? Never in all my life have I felt like this. I guessed this is what I got for  betraying the village twice and now probably for a third time. The harder I try to answer my questions, the more further away the answer seems to run and hide from me, like children playing catch me if you can, or hide and go seek. This lifestyle is not of my liking or my choosing.

In the not too distant past, my life was that of a perfect picture, a flawless work of art. Let's see, where to begin? There was the family, the clan, and the entire fulfillment and responsibility of it all. Then like a lightning flash one cold and rainy November day when I gained my sharingan..... it disappeared, disintegrating before my very eyes and all because of Danzo. A shattered life now replaces what was once a promising future. Sorting out, picking up and piecing a new life together best describes my newfound existence. A glorious and jovial existence it is not.

Being defeated and broken by this test of life is not an option I consider or give place to. There is a reason we as ninja or tools facing different trials in our lives. Quite possibly there is a master plan for all of us. We all face situations, circumstances, and events in our lives that are not to our liking, choosing, or understanding. In my situation, I am not to question why....

There are many people I have found from my experiences that share my circumstances; both men, women, young, and old alike. I do find some solace and comfort in knowing that I am not alone or indifferent in my struggle. Others do share the same burden. As I look further back into it I was nothing but a tool for everyone. I am nothing but a prize for those around me. The clan, village, Orochimaru, and now the Akatsuki wanted me for the power that I possessed......I am not a human being anymore....I'm a lifeless tool who will do anything to survive in this cruel world. I have no future except to kill and eventually be killed.