Even as I write just a simple author's note, I struggle with how to get an opening sentence started. I haven't been in the best of mindsets as of late and I'm struggling with my mental health, I bet most of you are disappointed with the ending, as am I, but I plan to rewrite this entire fic so it's actually enjoyable. I'm having a very hard time with myself and deciding on whether or not I should keep waking up in the morning, and my eating disorder has been literally kicking me into the ground.
I honestly feel like my Johnny character. I haven't done any hard core drugs before but I hate myself and my writing now, and I'm so sorry to the people who really wanted this to continue. I've been continuously relapsing and it doesn't help with my crippling self-esteem.
I'm trying to get it together, I swear I am.
Thank you for 12.5k reads on this, it gives me hope for future chapters and to the people who are still reading or have read this for the first time, I love you and you're great. I hope you have a wonderful rest of your life.
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Daddy Issues - Johnnyboy
Fanfiction(Under Major Editing) this story contains descriptive self-mutilation, character death, alcohol abuse, drug/substance abuse, and bits of violence. (ANYONE WHO IS UNDER 16 AND IS CURRENTLY SUICIDAL, DEALING WITH OR EXPERIENCING THOUGHTS OF SELF-HARM...
