How everything changed (One Direction fanfiction)

Chapter Twenty-Nine - Feelings, Friendships and Promises

Kathryn's P.O.V

"2am; where do I begin,

Crying off my face again.

The silent sound of loneliness

Wants to follow me to bed.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.

I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,

Can the lonely take the place of you?

I sing myself a quiet lullaby.

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again.

Too afraid to go inside

For the pain of one more loveless night.

But the loneliness will stay with me

And hold me till I fall asleep.

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.

I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.

Dancing slowly in an empty room,

Can the lonely take the place of you?

I sing myself a quiet lullaby.

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again.

Broken pieces of

A barely breathing story

Where there once was love

Now there's only me and the lonely.

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you?

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again.

Tears rolled down my cheeks as the familiar song ended. I left my hands rested on the keys of the beautiful white grand piano. My eyes closed and head lowered. With that one song it all hit. Every feeling, and every emotion. It all hit me like tsunami. I was crying by the time the song ended and my body was pulled into another. My eyes closed and I held onto the person next to me. Ty held me close and cooed soothing nothings into my ear. He continued to hold me while he pulled out his phone and called someone.

About ten minutes after Ty had hung up, unknown arms wrapped around my waist and I was being pulled away from Ty. I gripped onto Ty's shirt harder and refused to let go. I opened my eyes to see Ty's face filled with sadness. He cupped my face and then wrapped his hands around my wrist. I still refused to let go of him. My grip on his shirt slipped as he found his grip on my arm and I lost my strength. (A/N: A coach of mine told me that if you grab someone's arm in a certain place they can actually lose their grip in their hand.)

I was lifted off the ground and carried away from Ty. I started screaming at the person to let me go, but they wouldn't. I started to fight the person holding me. Ty stood and walked up to me. He grabbed my wrist while my hands were up next to my face, and the person carefully lowered me to my feet. I stood there still shaking with sobs and looked up at Ty. He slowly let go of my wrist and cupped my face again. I gently placed my hands on his wrists and closed my eyes. He wiped away the tears and I opened my eyes to see him staring right into my eyes. He pulled me into him and slowly swayed in an attempt to help sooth me.