How everything changed (One Direction fanfiction)

Chapter Thirty-Eight - I Will

Kathryn's P.O.V

Niall and I were sitting on the couch watching TV. The guys were suppose to get here in about an hour and I was happy they were coming. I haven't seen them in over two months. The only way they were alowed to come to America though, is if they did a few interviews. I of course must be in them too. I don't mind though. I actually am starting to like being in these interviews. I have always enjoyed watching them and I have even imagined what it would be like to be in one and now that's all actually happening. I just wish my family was here to see it too. I know that my parents are proud of me though. They always have een and I know they are looking down on me with a smile on their face thinking "That's my daughter!", at least that's what I hope they would say.

I have been thinking a lot lately. Now that they are gone, I have to live. I probably just confused you, huh? Well, let me explain. See, when they were here I always felt like I had to do whatever I could to make them proud. I had to be the best daughter I culd be. I guess that made me a goody goody, but I don't care. Now that they aren't here, I have an even bigger reason to be a goody goody. I see now what my life was like when they were here and I want to change. I don't want my parents to look down at me and think that they raised me wrong. No, they raised me to be a lady, to never lie, cheat, steal, be rude and more. They raised me to be nice. Most importantly they raised me to work hard and work for what I want. They raised me to be the best that I can be in everything that I do and now that they are not here I feel as if it is my job to be that very person that they wanted me to be.

Of course I was never one for being rude and I tried hard. I always did my best just to be the best for them. I may have failed a few times and made mistakes but I am humane and that's normal. I just feel mas if I have to do everything I can to live more of the life they wanted me to. I probably confused you when I was explaining, but I hope you understand now.

There was a knock on the door and Niall got up to answer it. I looked to the door and saw four guys I know all to well. I jumped up and ran over to see them. They gave me a group hug and then pulled back so they could all give me an individual hug. Louis was first to give me a hug. He picked me up and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He held me tightly and I laughed.

"Louis, let the girl go before she passes out for not being able to breath." Niall joked.

"Yeah, come on Lou. We all want a hug too." I could hear Harry whine.

Louis put me back down and Zayn gave me the next hug. He didn't pick me up but he did bend down so that he was shorter then me. I leaned down a little and gave him a hug, wrapping my arms around his neck. He held me close for a second.

"Missed you so much." He whispered in my ear.

"Missed you, too." I replied.

Zayn pulled away and Liam gave me a hug. He didn't pick me up or bend down, he just hugged me. I wrapped my arms around his torso and he held me tight for a moment before letting go. I pulled away and turned to see Harry.

"Hey, love." He said. I smiled a took a step closer, wrapping my arms around his torso. He hugged me back for a moment and then picked me up. I rested on his hip like a little kid and he carried me over to sit down with the rest of the guys. He set me on his lap and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and looke back at him. He gave me a big smile back and I looked around at the other boys.

We spent our time talking and the guys told me about some of the things that happened on tour after I left. They told me how much they missed me and I told them how much I missed them too. They asked how I was and honestly I was doing really good. A lot better then I was yesterday. I don't know what it was, probably the fact the boys came, but today was just a happy day. I didn't know how long it would last though. I still have a terrible feeling from what's happened but for now I will enjoy the happiness while have it for now.