How everything changed (One Direction fanfiction)

Chapter Thirty-Six - Just Forget the World

Kathryn's P.O.V

"Kathryn, princess. Please eat." Niall begged.

I had woke up this morning to find myself snugled into Niall's chest. That's when I remembered what happened. Niall flew here because he was worried.

Flashback

I was sitting on my bed listening to Move by Little Mix. It was mine and Emily's theme song. I scrolled through my iPod, phone, her iPod, Phone and anything else that had photos of us. I just sat there criss-cross, looking through all the photos. My phone rang and I didn't even realize I had ansered tell I heard Harry.

"Hi Hazza." My voice was small and weak. Probably barely even hearable over the phone.

"How are you holding up, babe?" Louis asked.

"Truth?" I asked him.

"Of course." He replied.

"I'm slipping, Lou. I've been trying so hard to hang on. I can't stop listening to mine and Emily's theme song and looking at all the old photos of us. . . of her." I had started crying from the first sentence.

"Sweetie-" Liam started but I interrupted.

"I-I can't." I gave a small pause; silent, but filled with sobs. "I can't do this anymore. It hurts and-and I want it to go away. I want to leave. I want to get away from all of this pain and depression and this feeling of being all alone. I want to die and go home already." I sobbed.

"Kathryn, please don't do what I think you are thinking of. You of all people should know it will not change a thing." Zayn stated. I knew what he was talking about, sadly I had though of it quite a few times since I had gotten back from the funeral.

"I want to leave, Zayn. I'm all alone now. No one is here for me." I told him the truth without having to actually say I was going to. My sobbing never stopped.

"What about your aunt? Where's Ty?" Niall questioned. I only replied with more sobs. They didn't know that Ty had left me. That he came to the hospital and then I got mad and kicked him out of my life forever. They had no clue what had happened.

"Like I said, I'm all alone now." I sobbed harder.

"Is someone with you?" Liam asked.

"They all left me at my house."

"Why?" Louis question.

"They wanted to give me some space and some alone time."

"Princess, don't do anything. I'm coming to America. I'm leaving now." Niall spoke with painic laced in his voice.

"Okay." My voice was barely over a whisper.

"Harry, try and stay on the phone as long as possible." I heard Niall tell him. I could hear a door slam.

"Kathryn stay on the phone okay?" Harry spoke.

"Yeah." I breathed out.

"You're okay sweetie. Niall will be there before you know it." Liam added.

"Kay." I said with a nod of my head.

"Love?" Harry spoke.

"Haz." I replied, sobs still pouring from my mouth.

"Talk to us, come on. We want to make sure your okay." He said.

"But I'm not okay. I've lost my parents, Emily and Ty. How can I be fine, Haz?" I questioned him.