SINFUL | Kim Taehyung

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[ a/n: EKKKKK. sorry for not updating! i just moved in to another country and my college has started already and life is hectic but i got some good new friends so i am safe. PHEW. here's an update guys ;-; thank you for waiting! i am sorry if there are typo or grammatical errors. i don't hv time to edit this back ;-; ]

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{ Not this time }

Taehyung saw you coming out of the dressing room, wiping away your tears. His heart clenched at the sight of it.

'Life is hard for her already and I am making it worse for her'

He secretly followed after you and saw you crying your eyes out at a corridor. He wanted to hug you and let all those warm tears out of you in his arms. He desperately wanted that. But, he knew that he shouldn't get close to you. Why?

Because no matter how hard he tried to approach you saying he loves you for you, but not your sister; you wouldn't believe it. In fact, it would hurt you more.

"How can you even cry beautifully...", he let out softly, before averting his gaze from you and walked away.

After seeing that, he didn't feel like going to the wedding ceremony anymore. So, he wandered around the resort building and immersed himself in the quiet environment for awhile.

His eyes landed on a beautiful white piano standing still at the balcony, causing a smile to crept onto his lips. He walked towards there and seated himself properly on the chair.

He played one of the songs that Yoongi and Namjoon wrote; also the one they often sing together. It was ballad and the lyrics of the song screamed his sincere feelings for you.

"Because of you, I'm becoming ruined
I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore
I can't do it, this sucks
Please don't give me any excuses

You can't do this to me
All of the things you said are like a mask
It hides the truth and rips me apart
It pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this
Take it all away, I hate you

But you're my everything (You're my)
Everything (You're my)
Everything (You're my)
Please go away huh

I'm sorry (I hate u)
I love you (I hate u)
Forgive me

I need you girl
Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone
I need you girl
Why do I keep needing you when I know I'll get hurt?

I need you girl, you're beautiful
I need you girl, you're so cold
I need you girl (I need you girl)
I need you girl (I need you girl)"

He beautifully hit the notes of the piano with his flawless fingertips, completing the song aesthetically.

As soon as he finished playing the song, he heard a sob of a familiar voice, making him glance at the voice direction immediately. However, there wasn't anyone.

Due to that, he only assumed it as his hearing playing tricks on him. He stood up and decided to go check up on the wedding in the garden.

As he walked pass a corridor, he saw a familiar purple shawl laying across the floor. He picked it up and that was when sudden realization hit him.

"Minhee", his eyes fluttered open as soon as he realized that you were there the whole time. He ran back and forth in this hallway, holding onto your shawl while searching for you breathlessly and desperately.

He ran to the garden and he couldn't care less about the guests who were greeting to his father and step-mother. He kept searching for you, earning looks from his squad and Yerin.

Namjoon walked towards his panting figure and asked, "Taehyung-ah, who are you searching for?"

He placed both of his hands on Namjoon's shoulders, shaking them desperately. "Hyung! Have you seen Minhee? Have you seen her? If yes, please tell me! Hyung!"

"Woah. Taehyung—"

That was when Yerin barged in with a pissed face. "Why would you want to see her? You have no right to be like this, Taehyung. And you know that Seokjin is now her—"

"WHERE IS SHE?!", Taehyung cut her off with a scream, causing her to flinch a little. Jungkook pulled her behind his back and tried to calm down Taehyung.

"Hyung, calm down. She must be somewhere in this compound", Jungkook cooed into the older's ears while trying to hold onto him.

"I must see her... I can't let go of her. Not this time. Not now. Not ever", his voice cracked, earning concerned eyes from the seven people around him.

Jin sighed and placed his hand on Taehyung's shoulder, causing Taehyung to look back at the older.

As soon as their eyes met, Jin let out his words in a serious tone, "Don't screw up this time" He smiled and Taehyung's lips curled upward. "Thank you, hyung", he responded before running off to find you.

Taehyung ran all the way around the resort and climbed up many stairs, finding for you like a lost little child.

His breath was starting to hitch due to constant running up and down the stairs but his yearning for you was indescribable that he didn't care.

'Minhee... Just where are you?'

As he stopped by the balcony which was facing to the parking lot, he spotted a very familiar car speeding up across the drive way.

How can he possibly forget the car of his worst rival? Afterall, he even used to paint sprayed a dick on his car.

"What's Daemin's car doing here?", he squinted his eyes at the small car which was slowly starting to fade away on this concrete road.

His eyes fluttered open when a sudden possibility hit up on his mind. "No way—", his eyes widened at the thought of you being kidnapped by that evil bastard.

He ran down the stairs, walking pass his friends and Yerin who were bombarding him with questions about Minhee's whereabouts.

Ignoring them, he ran to the parking lot and got onto his black Maserati car, igniting the engine and tried to follow after Daemin's tracks as long as he could remember.

'If something ever happens to Minhee, I will never forgive myself'

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[ a/n: ayo ayo peeps! do you guys still remember this Daemin guy? ahahahaha. he was the one who's smitten with Minhee's dead sister, rmbr? he used to kidnap Minhee before too. just a reminder in case y'all forgot about him ]