SINFUL | Kim Taehyung

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{ Thank you }

Five years ago,

"It isn't food indigestion...", the doctor hesitated to continue and you looked at him confusedly. "Doctor... what's the matter?", you asked and he let out a sigh before letting out his words heavily.

"Miss Kang", he paused and the words that left his lips afterwards were the words that you never expected to hear.

"You are pregnant"

Your eyes fluttered open and it felt like as if your heart had almost jumped out of your ribcage. "What?", you questioned with wide round eyes, not believing what you just heard.

"You should confront your boyfriend to take responsibility for this"

...

Holding the results paper in your hand, you exited the hospital building lifelessly and you didn't even notice Seokjin who was waving at you vibrantly while his back leaning against his car at the parking lot. He noticed your facial expression and got concerned, causing him to run towards where you were.

"Minhee, are you alright?", he placed his both hands on your shoulders. You looked like as if you just saw a ghost. Your face was pale white and your body was trembling.

You didn't respond to him and he escorted you to where his car was, making sure you were seated properly. He turned on the heater, warm air blasted right to your face.

"Now, tell me. What's wrong? I am getting very worried", he spoke out and you glanced at him pathetically.

"You should confront your boyfriend to take responsibility about this he said", were the words that left your lips along with a sarcastic smile, earning a puzzled expression from Seokjin.

"What are you—"

"How am I supposed to let him take responsibility when he has been taken away to the States to cure him from coma state and haven't heard about him for months already?!", you cut off his sentence and Seokjin's eyes fluttered open as he was starting to get a gist of it.

"I-I don't even know if he's dead or alive, Seokjin. And here I am, who's going to give birth a child with a nameless father. Or should I say dead father? I don't know what have I gotten myself into. I should just kill myself—"

Your rambling was cut off when he pulled your shaking form into his embrace, his scent calming you down.

Tears streamed down your cheeks as his soft soothing voice was the only thing that could be heard in this quiet car.

"Don't ever say things like that, Minhee", he said and you choked on your vigorous tears. "But what else can I do, Seokjin? My life is a mess. My heart is a mess. And I don't want an innocent being to get dragged into my messed up life", you confessed and he rubbed your back in soothing circles, before releasing you to stare into your eyes.

"I will take responsibility for everything, Minhee"

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"Ahjussi, who are you?"

He glanced down at the little girl who was staring at him with questioning eyes. "Byeol, move", was what you said before covering up your daughter.

"I'll take her inside. You guys have a talk", Seokjin said, allowing you to step out of your condominium apartment and you closed the door, before you stare at the guy standing in front of you. With teary eyes.

The guy who broke your heart in a way nothing else can ever match the amount of pain he gave you.

The guy who kept breaking his 'promises'.

The guy whose name is enough to bring a smile and tears to you at the same time.

The guy whom you have never stopped loving since the day you met him.

The last but not least...

The biological father of  Kim Byeol.

You slowly approached him while your fingers were balled into fists, shaking a little due to the amount of emotions flashing inside you. And his eyes never left you.

You stopped infront of him while staring straight into his eyes and he was staring the same way at you too. sadness, happiness and thankfulness.

"Where were you?", your voice was barely above a whisper. He was silent.

"Taehyung...", you hit his chest with your trembling fist. "You aren't allowed to show up like this after making me feel that way for the past five years", you let out those words as warm tears streamed down your cheeks.

"I've been that way... Whenever I hear about you, without even thinking about it, I run around to search for you. But you weren't there. Even now, I wish this isn't a hallucination or just a mere dream that I am-"

He placed his index finger on your lips, making your lips seal. His free hand then cupped your cheek, his thumb wiped away the stained tears on your cheek.

"Thank you", he uttered softly, making you stare at him with eyes filled with confusion and sadness.

"Thank you, Minhee", he repeated.

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[ a/n: hmmmmm. why did Taehyung say "thank you"? 🤔🤔 GET A BOX OF TISSUES FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER GUYS. y'all gonna have a roller coaster ride of emotions. i warned you :3 ]