SINFUL | Kim Taehyung

4

{ Dear mom, }

"Ayyyy. I was this close to punching that douchebag's face", Yerin cracked her knuckles and you laughed at her actions.

"Well, I am interesting. In a way", you cockily said and Yerin made a face. "That narcissism", she commented and you laughed again.

Currently, you had arrived back to the dorm, together with Yerin. She was pissed at Taehyung for looking at you with mysterious eyes.

Well, what do you expect from Yerin? She is overprotective when it comes to you. She still feels guilty about not being there to save you on that day.

No matter how many times you assured her that it isn't her fault, she still couldn't overcome this guilt while you still haven't overcome your trauma.

You decided to take a warm shower afterwards. You entered the bathroom and let the cold water hit your skin as you let yourself drown in random thoughts.

The first thing which flashed in your mind was Taehyung.

His deep brown eyes.

His annoying yet, sexy smirk.

And the way he licked his bottom lip.

Something inside you envied him. You envied the way he doesn't give a damn about anything in this world and just act whatever he wants.

He's real.

And you are fake.

Throughout your whole life, you have been trying to stay flawless. You care too much about people's judgements, while he doesn't.

Without even realizing, you created your own character. Your fake self.

"Why am I even thinking about him?", you mumbled with a smile as you turned off the water and flopped yourself in a bathrobe as you exited the bathroom.

You reached your way to your dressing table to take your phone. As you opened it, the notifications on your lock screen shocked you.

"3 missed calls from Mom"

'Why did she call me for?', you thought to yourself as it had been quite some time already, since the last time she contacted you.

You dialed her number and after a few seconds, she answered the call.

"Hey mom"

"Sweetie, how's life?", she asked in a cheery voice.

'Fucked up', you wanted to say but you didn't want to burden anyone.

"Fine, I guess. Yours?", you lied.

"Very fine"

Silence~

You knew that your mother wasn't the type to call you, just because she wants to check up on your condition. She has something else to tell you but she didn't want to bring it up right away.

You knew it.

"Mom, what's up?", you asked.

"Hmm. I just missed you. That's all", she said.

"Don't lie", you sternly said, earning a sigh from her.