I Guess So || Luke Brooks

Way To Make Things Easier ➼ .27

I rolled over and almost off the couch, causing me to startle myself awake. I looked around breathing heavily from panic and calmed as soon as I saw Jai beside me. Last night rushed trough my mind and I was back to a calm 'I just woke up' state,

all until I saw Luke eyeing us. He rose his eyebrow up and gave me a sarcastic 'good morning babe' .

Ugh. My day started here. I couldn't help but shrug at it and lay my head back down.

LUKE'S POV

What the fuck is she doing on the couch and next to Jai?

Does no one understand that she's mine? Call me over protective but oh well. 

I simply just walked off at her shrug. She'll regret it tonight. "Beau!" I shouted.

"What?" He said, he was actually next to me and I didn't notice.

"Did you call everyone?" I mumbled.

"Texted them, too."

"When does it start again?"

"4:30."

"What time is it now?"

"Check your phone, mines upstairs."

I was to lazy for that so I glanced at the oven clock. '12:47' . Alright I guess.

The refrigerator opened and the bottles inside clanked together as Jai opened it and both him and Alice reached inside for drinks. I couldn't help but clam my lips together and watch as they giggled at something James said. I looked Alice up and down, taking in what I'd be trying to push away all day, knowing it'd be hard. "Luke, if you press your lips together and harder your piercing is gonna get pushed into your chin." Alice giggled.

I couldn't help but shrug and turn to make my way to my bedroom.

"Get your G-string out your ass! It's gone to far up!" Jai yelled after me.

"Fuck you, go whine to someone else." I yelled back.

I knew they weren't fucking on the couch, but still, you never know what else they could've done.

I walked into my room lazily and sat on my bed, trying to get my mind to change the subject. I looked around my room, and stopped at the few picture frames I had. One with all the boys, One of me and my brothers with my mother, one with the boys and alice, and one with me and Alice. At first I thought it was a picture off tumblr, but then I realized that it was more behind it. It was actaully a collage of more than one picture, borders blended together.

There was one with her giggling through the kiss I smashed onto her, her pearly whites blinking and her perfect eyes squinting.

Another with our fishie faces, another with our ice-cream, another with a snap shot from our boxing session as we rolled on the floor giggling and such.  I felt a sudden warmth through me, it was the type of feeling so-called 'John Greene' or Green whatever his name was would describe.  

She would alway trace my tattoos, my jawline, etches in my chest, everything. Eachtime, it gave me goose bumps to know that she was simply breathing the same air as me. She was picky and fiesty, too. She never alowed herself to touch her face or food after even poking any form of money, she never cared to much about being around us nd acting like one of us, and she never looked anyone in the eye for to long. UGHHhHhHhhHHHhhhh fuck my life. And this fucking Janoskian thing gets in the way, too. I know some how things are goi-

My door clicked open.

"Luke?" She said innocently, like a little two year old girl. She stepped in slowly, making her way towards me as she closed the door. She sat next to me and we made nothing but silence. Her arm reached up, shaking. She tried to plant her hand on my shoulder, but something lifted my hand and swatted it away. I suddenly looked at the girl next to me, face pale and mouth agape slightly with shock.