#3 TFL: HIS SEXY LESBIAN GIRL - Kathleen and Jin (COMPLETE) #WATTYS2020

Stop courting me

dedicated to: KathleenRoseCama

tinitiigan ko ang mukhang problemadong si suzi.
naririto sila ngayon sa Walter's cafe Restaurant dito kasi niya ito niyayang magdate.

"Suzi, what's the problem?" takang tanong niya dito dahil kanina pa ito tahimik sa dinner date nila.

napatitig ito sa kanya.
and i can see tears in her eyes.
agad na binalot siya ng pag aalala.

"Tell me? baka may maitulong ako."

"Kath... can you please....
stop..." nakayukong sabi nito.

"ha? anong stop?"

"Stop.... stop courting me..." hindi tumitinging sabi nito.

"B-but..." huminga siya ng malalim.. parang gusto niyang manapak sa mga oras na iyon.
This is my first rejection.

"dont you like me suzi?" malungkot na tanong niya.

"no.. i like you very much kath.
at sobrang natutuwa ako kasi naging kaybigan kita. pero kahit anong pilit ko... hindi kita makita bilang
girl- boy friend ko. Kath im sorry. ayoko paasahin ka kaya sinasabi ko na to sayo habang maaga pa."

"Do you like someone else suzi?"
pag iiba niya ng usapan.

ayoko ng ganun.
dahil laging ganun nalang ang nagiging reason ng mga naging karelasyon kong babae.

they don't see her as their boyfriend.
they only see her as a friend, bestfriend and sister.
and it really really sucks.

hindi ba talaga ako pwede magmahal ng babae?
bat ang unfair ng love sakin?

"kath.. sorry--"

"may iba ba suzi?" pag uulit ko.

matamang tinitigan siya nito.
"si gray..."

gray?

jin..

Si Jin..

shit!!

natalo ako ng panget na yun?!!

"So you choose Jin over me."

"Kath-"

"Its ok Suzi."

No its not!
shut up brain!!

pilit siyang ngumiti upang matago ang sakit na nararamdaman niya.
" at least your honest."

"Thank you for understanding Kath"

"Yah. dont mention it."
wala sa sariling dinampot niya ang basong naglalaman ng white wine
at inisang lagok iyon.

She feel  gloomy right now.

"Suzi can i ask you a question?"

"Yes."

"Why Him?"

She give a smile that broke me into pieces.
"actually matagal ko nang mahal si Gray."

that Jerk.
He's lucky.

"pero hindi ko masabi kasi natatakot akong masaktan.
tingin ko kasi sa kanya babaero. kaya hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa sya sinasagot. pero lately, tingin ko parang sumusuko na sya. and natatakot ako kasi baka tuluyan na syang mawala sakin." maluha luhang sabi nito.

kahit mabigat ang loob ko sa mga sinabi ni suzi ay kinomfort ko parin siya.
hindi niya kasi maatim na makita itong malungkot.
nasasaktan din siya.

suzi is so special to her. sya lang ang katangitanging babae na nagpabilis ng tibok ng puso niya.
i hug her at the back.

"dont worry. hindi sya mawawala. just tell him your feelings. tiyak magtatatalon pa yun sa tuwa."

tipid na nginitian siya nito.
"sana nga. sana nga."

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(The Girls Company)

" Uy. mukhang mainit ang ulo ng isa dyan. "

narinig kong bulong ni Salve kay Jhane.

" did you felt it pala. akala ko ako lang e. "

I gasp some air then look at my friends who's now busy on their laptops.
katatapos lang nilang i close ang deal sa isa nilang client.

" Guys.. Is it hard to love me? "

I saw them paused on what their are doing and slowly look at my direction.

" Is it hard to love me? "
i repeat on them.

hindi pa rin kasi maalis alis sa isip niya ang rejection mula kay Suzi.

its really really sucks!

" Kath- "

"I want an HONEST answer guys. Dont worry I wont get offended."

saglit na nagkatinginan ang mga ito.

si Carmela ang unang nagsalita.

" Yes..'cuase your not showing who you really are. "

"This is me Carmela.
you know that since College right. unless, im not that important to you."
sabi ko rito nang may pagtatampo sa boses.

"Tss.. you said want an honest answer And now that I am stating the fact nagagalit ka naman.
ang gulo mo Girl."

"Stop calling me girl-"

"Whats the problem?
Thats you really are.. A Girl.
come on Kath. Dalawa lang ang nilalang ng Diyos na kasarian.
Babae at lalaki lang."

"Now thats below the belt Carmela."
masamang binalingan ko ito.

"Wait a minute." singit ni Katherine
"Carmela, were now on the 1st century era. LGTB community is now accepted in our country.
So we should respect it.
and for you T-girl, Your not that hard to love.
You just can't please everyone to love you more than friends. you should accept that since you choose to be a lesbian.
Not every girl wants to have a boyfriend/girlfriend."

"In my opinion.
Budz is right." segunda ni Jamae
"lets accept the fact that Lesbians and Gays is different when it comes to love. Although, we have the rights to choose who we really wants to fall in love.
Now, to answer you question KATHLEEN VIOLET BIED.
You.
Are.
Not.
Hard.
To Love.
maybe, suzi is not the right girl for you."

"And its your choice kung susuko ka o hindi." - Sheena

tinapik ako ni Carmela.
"Now, does we gave you the answer that you what to hear form us?"

"Yah.. thanks guys.
maybe we're not for each other."
malungkot tumungo ako.

and maybe Jin is the one for Suzi.
Not me.

And it felt her heart tearing apart once again
.

"We must continue working now." - Jameela

"Right." - Salve

isa isa nang nag alisan ang mga kaibigan nya sa conference room.

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Kayo guys?
ok lang ba na magka jowa kayo ng Lesbian or Gay?

comment here.
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