I never really have an interest in things but when I do have a new subject to be interested in and expand upon, I talk about it a lot. And I mean a lot. Like I get really deep into the subject because it's something that I'm really interested in. Which doesn't really happen most of the time. So when I discuss it with other people, it's common for me to delve into the subject more than what I usually would if it were to be something else. Or something I'm less interested in. Most of the time when somebody else is talking about something that they really love or very passionate about, you can see just how much their eyes dilate and that shows how much they really love and care for whatever it is that much are talking about. Or if they get so lost into the subject they start to forget about time and end up talking for hours about it. So when it comes to me, I can only imagine how dilated my eyes would be from talking about what I love because I have such emotion when it comes to certain things or stuff that I really care about. So say as though I'm talking about writing. Writing for me is very helpful because it allows me to express my feelings in a way where I can just write it and then I don't have to worry about telling somebody else about what it is that I'm feeling to where they end up trying to give a rebuttal or their advice over what I feel. I just only want to express myself in a manner where people don't really have a say in what I feel. That's why I like writing. Only then am I able to just put a pencil to paper or my fingers to a screen and I can just express myself in a manner where nobody can tell me what to do. Or what to write. It’s all up to me and me only. Nobody else has a say. Whenever I write, it’s as though I’m finally getting the chance to be someone that I don't usually get a chance to be in reality or the real world. When I write, I can make up things and believe it for myself. I can make up worlds. I can create a universe for me that I would love to be in. I can make people that I can truly get along with all of the time. Most people have so many different ways to lose themselves from reality. Mine just happens to be writing. Or whenever I look at my girlfriend’s eyes. But other than those two things, it’s just chaos that I live in. Especially when your parents do nothing but argue. Or when you have a hundred different responsibilities to worry about. It’s tough sometimes. When you’re the oldest too. If you understand the struggle of having to watch little kids. But I also have passions that I want to follow and succeed. And success comes to those who dedicate everything to their passion in life. My passion in life is to be an artist or at least something that lets me create what I want. To be successful, it is also very important to be humble and never let fame or money travel to your head. It can mess you up in the head and also because if you let that stuff get to your head then you’re going to end up losing everything you ever worked for. So there was really no point in doing it in the first place. But whatever you do, do it with determination. You only have one life to live; do your work with passion and give your best. Whether you want to be a chef, doctor, actor, or a mother, be passionate to get the best result. So that way when you have kids, if you have kids, you can tell them all the amazing things you did before they entered your life. I want to be able to have a story to tell. Like one of those ‘once upon a time’ type deal. My mission in life is not merely to survive, but to thrive; and to do so with some passion, some compassion, some humor, and some style. Like when I die, I want my family to pass down something worth listening to. I want to be remembered as the only family member that did something in their lifetime. I want to become a legacy and be a leader for my family. But Leadership is not about a title or a designation. It's about impact, influence and inspiration. Impact involves getting results, influence is about spreading the passion you have for your work, and you have to inspire. I also want for my story to inspire someone to do something that would change the perspective of their thinking into something that will make them succeed in what they are thriving for. I want for them to reach any goal that they set their mind to while also doing with confidence and courage. I don’t want for them to coward out of it all because they are too scared. I want for them to take charge and just keep their head up while they are at it.
