It's stupid.
What the fuck did I do to get shit this bad
Why do all these things have to happen why don't I get the blessing of fcking killing myself and it fucking working why doesn't anyone stay around why's everything gotta go to shit, why why, why do I even live like this
Why does everything have to happen to me why can't I actually lead an okay lifwbwhy doninsuck so bad at shit, why am I such a fucking asshole why's everything gotta Suck so b a d I hate it
