I understand people are trying to help but geez I think it's stressing me out more then it is actually helping. It feels like everyone wants me to say the issue and how to fix it but it's like, I dont the answer that's why I'm confused. I think it's more stressful for everyone to bombard me with questions because given the last few days I've cried more then I have over everything else. It's really not helping at that was my fear. I know she's gonna do everything in her power to help but she doesn't understand how or how my brain works, really as closeted as I am only I truly know that.
I know my self views are a lot different from yours but fuck. Like ..it's stressing me out to be singled out and talked to and you can say oh it's not bad it's good but it doesn't feel like that and it's scaring me. All these people are scaring me.
