I hate this feeling. I hate feeling like this anytime I've ever felt like this I just wanted it to go away. I feel awful I feel like fucking garbage, I don't even know if it fucking hurts right now I just know I had feeling like this, I hate feeling this bad, I hate crying for hours at night I hate it I hate the headache I hate the fact I can't do anything I hate her and I h ate living so much I wish this was something I didn't have to feel again I wish I didn't have to live like this I d o n tbwant to be here I don't want to be anywhere I just wanna be somewhere else at this point because itfucking sucks
