HI'm pretty sure that's fcuking abuse and he's probably gonna throw the fucking cat out( or kick the hellnout of its because evidently when he's drunk he abuses animalas as we saw with thenfucking dog and I don't really want that to happen to something that's just incapable of everything a cat should be capabal of and fuckiijg shoot me cause I wanna do the right thing but I can't because it's notnfucking the consequebvesnfro that are gonna be a living hell and I fucking god shoot me I'm really stressed I'm always stress d. When schools on ik stressed, when
I'm home I'm stressed and I can't get a fucking job so I'm not gonna have any money I'm fucking stressed I fucking hate it I can't drive I can't do anything I'm supposed to do, rufkingwkill me I can't even draw, everything I draw looks like fucking garbage so fuck I screwed up a friendship a week ago so fuck I hate living here so fucccck just honestly fucking hell i neeed to fucking fir f because fuck I complain about doing shit all the time and then I never do but fucking hell like I
Probably should
I Probaboy actually would make a lot of things better if I was not apart of them.
Literally I have no meaning to this fucked up world and since day one I've pretty much hated it
I had a shitty childhood I'm still having a shitty childhood and I've made a lot of fucking crew ups and there's nothing I can really do about it anymore. I hope I fucking
fie someday that's all I want at this fucking point, then hey atleast I'm less miserable by default right like fuck
