G o d kill me kill me kill me kill me k hate this I hate this why don't I have the courage to do something t about it there's so much I hate about you why are you like this why are you so shitty why aren't you I don't wanna be there for you all the time I don't want anything to do with you !! That's why I'm gone now because you toke me!! And fucked me up I miss you too because you've changed so much!! I don't know what I want from you anymore and it's confusing and it hurts because I don't understand it!! Maybe that's why I'd rather kill myself then talk to you because it's so stressful!! You're so problematic and absuive and you really fucking suck actually!! I wish you still acted like you used to so I didn't have to shake and struggle to breathe EVERYTIME we even talk!!
