I hate living like this I hate feeling like this I've always hated this fear I've always hated that I can't breathe that I can't focus that I can't deal with it, that I get in siaturaions like this I hate it sojnucj I hate god if he even exists I hate life I hate living here I hate living like this I hate this month, I hate it I don't like it I don't wanna be like this I don't wanna live like this I don't I d o n t why do I have to why do I have to do this, I hate this sonmuch it's stupid it hurts just I hate it I wish it would stop
