half the fucking thoughts I've had with rn the past few hours disgust me. Even if I'm in a state of panic they're still horrible ducking things to think.
God I'm fucking trash.
I'm hypocritical as hell because wow deep down when I'm freaking out I sure do think some fucked up thought processes
I'm a fucking pussy
I'm a fucking asshole and I'm retarded and dumb and a coward and weird and fuck me
Fuck this duck this home this life and people in general just fuck.
I hate it. I hate everything so much it's so stupid
