Blue Angel [Amberprice FF]

Get Out Of My Way.

My mom didn't allow me to stay home so I was forced to go to school. Luckily, Rachel is still suspended for the rest of the week, so it's really easy to avoid her. Unfortunately, it is Friday today, which makes it the last day without her here. That doesn't count for Steph. She bugged me the whole week, saying how sorry she is. That doesn't change any of her actions.  I blocked her number because I couldn't take it anymore. It hurts seeing her, just her appearance. It tears my heart apart, knowing that she's the one who destroyed everything. 

But it's not that I blame her for everything, I blame Rachel, too. And of course myself. Like, how stupid was I to pretend that everything will be cloud seven for always? Why did everyone see it while I didn't? Is Rachel really that manipulative? I wouldn't change my opinion about her, I don't think she faked it, at least not everything. But I wonder what I did wrong. Maybe she was annoyed because we'd always be together. I'd always be around here.

If you think Rachel hasn't bugged me - wrong. She texted me non-stop, saying how sorry she was for everything and that she doesn't know what got into her. She wants to talk with me but I ignore it. I need time to think clear again because now I'm nothing more than just a wreck. I can't block her number, though, I just can't. It's weird how much power she has over me, even though she fucked it up. When the week's over and another starts, I might not be able to avoid Rachel anymore. Even though she has that power, it's not that why I wouldn't be able to avoid her, it's her power in general. She's a Leo and she has clearly some muscles. She could push me against a locker whenever she wants to talk and I wouldn't even try to get out of the grip, knowing that it's useless and just pure struggle.

I got ripped outta my thoughts when I heard Steph next to me. "Get out of my way," I coldly said, clearly not wanting a conversation. "No, Chloe. Not until I told you in person how sor-" - "How sorry you are? Yeah, maybe you should have thought of that BEFORE you fucked Rachel. And I bet you wouldn't feel any kind of regret if I didn't interfere your fucking. Hell, I bet I wouldn't even know. Just get out of my way." Steph looked respectfully to the ground. She knew I was right with what I just said. She took a step aside. "Oh, Steph, one question, though." - "Y-Yeah?" - "Why the hell did I let you help me with the picnic?" - "Chloe, I tell you, to that time I didn't have any intentions." - "So you actually had them, you wanted to hurt me?" - "That's not what I wanted to say," she looked at the floor, avoiding eye contact. "Yeah, right," I said while passing her. I mumbled a blunt 'bitch', too. 

But can someone tell me, what is it with me not noticing that I cry? The only thing that lets me notice it, is the salty taste of my tears. I just slid down a locker. I didn't even know if it was mine, didn't care either. I just cried. I ignored the bell that was ringing to tell that the next lesson was starting. 

"I can't look at you like that." I jumped. Who the fuck was sitting next to me? It took me a while to see who it was through my glassy eyes. It was Eliot. "Why do you even care? After all, I did to you?" - "Because it's you," he gave me a weak smile. "I made you feel like shit. I think that's the karma I get for it, huh?" - "Yeah, maybe." He sighed and laid his arm around my shoulders. I let him. It wasn't feeling like that typical 'I am trying to make a move on you', it was more like 'I am here.' "Eliot?" I asked him after a while. "Hm?" - "Why aren't you in class? You're missing out on some important stuff, I guess." - "Nevermind. But I don't think that this is the question you wanted to ask." I thought for a while. "Well, what should I do? I mean, I don't know what to do. Should I talk to her?" He stared at me, thinking of an answer. "I don't know. Everything I can tell you is, don't let her get you back. At least not easily. Let her fight for you. After a time you'll see if it's worth it to give it another shot or if it isn't." Eliot stood up from the ground. "Gotta go. See you around." - "Eliot? Thank you." He nodded slightly

I felt a bit better after the talk with Eliot, but that didn't make me change my thoughts. It 

So where can I get that third bullet shell from? It doesn't matter if she comes back into my life or not. I lost her once, that's what counts.

A/N: Suprise update! I was bored during my computer lesson. Just a filler chapter to jump Chloe's school week. Next chapter will get a bit of intense.