For Forever (Evan X Connor)

Epilogue

Yes friends. The time for the end of this fic is now. I loved working on it,and I can't wait to get my next one started (also dear Evan Hansen!) I love you all. Thank you for supporting me and this book! Feel free to message me whenever! Thank you 💕💕💕

"Dear Evan Hansen
Today is going to be a good day and here's why:"

I look up from writing my final letter and start to tear up. I can't believe this will be the last one of these I will ever write.

"Its so hard to think back on when I first started to write these letters 5 years ago. My senior year of high school. Look at me now! I have one year left of university before I officially get my degree for environmental science.

A lot of things have changed and have happened over these past 5 years. Mom has a new boyfriend! He's incredible and I haven't seen her this happy in years. He's the best guy for her in the whole world. Zoe and Alana never ended up dating, but Zoe did end up dating a beautiful girl named Jenn in college. They're still together now and they're adorable. Connor owed me money for when Alana and Jared were going to date. They both got way too chicken about "ruining their friendship" and "long distance" so they've just stayed friends.

And here I am. Writing my letter as Connor sleeps peacefully. It's crazy, but he ended up proposing me not long after we moved to Rhode Island. He proposed on the year anniversary of me doing the art gallery surprise which was really cute how he remembered the exact date.
I think that the best part of doing these letters to myself wasn't to just try to encourage me to be more positive about how I view the world. I think that for some reason, probably fate, someone out there knew that Connor would take my letter from me and that it would somehow evolve to this. I'm really grateful I ended up doing these letters, and I'm only doing this last one as a closing of a door.

Tomorrow Connor and I get married and the thought of that is so overwhelming I needed to write my thoughts down before tomorrow. I've never been so excited and nervous at the same time to do something in my whole life.

Sincerely, me."

I put the pencil down and sealed the letter. I was going to give it to Doctor Sherman tomorrow after our wedding and before the honeymoon.

I climbed into bed with Connor and felt his arm instantly wrap around me, as if he was waiting for me even though he was asleep.

Wedding day

Connor had gone back to his house with Zoe to get ready and Jared and came over here. In college, Connor and I became really good friends with these 2 guys named Michael and Jeremy so they were going to be at our wedding as well. It's a really small wedding, and we only invited our really close friends and family. We both were able to branch out so much more in college and feel more comfortable to talk to people because they shared the same interests as us.

Jared walked in the house and threw me a beer. " Jared it is literally 11 am why do I need a beer?" I stare at it. "Just do as I say bride to be, drink up!" I laugh and do as I'm told.

"Im going to go and have a shower, you can do whatever you'd like run over your speech or what not." I smile widely and ran up the stairs.

Today is the day I get to marry my best friend and soul mate. I couldn't imagine doing this with anyone else.