I'm Sorry

Chapter 9

MEKAYLA'S P.O.V

** THE NEXT DAY **

I was sitting on my bed dreading what was about to happen, I was gonna tell Cameron what had happened. Matt is making me.

I sit there nervously messing with the bracelets on my wrist until there's a knock on my door. I freeze, why am I so nervous? The answer is~ I don't know. Matt said he'd understand but a small part of me says that he wont understand and my mistake will ruin our new forming friendship.

They knock again bringing me out of my thoughts.

" Come In " i say so quietly that I don't think they heard me. but i guess i was wrong because the door opened to reveal a concerned looking Cameron. my heart started to race, my palms grew sweaty, and a huge lump formed in my throat preventing me from speaking.

" uh hey. Matt said you need to talk to me about something?" he says while scratching the back of his neck. I still couldn't speak so I just nodded.

" OK?" he says clearly wanting me to speak

" well. you see. I kinda. maybe. sorta. said...." I started before he cut me off

" Look Mekayla you can trust me I promise" he was surprisingly patient with me

"Imayhavepanickedandsaidyouweremyboyfriendtokeepharryfromkissingme" i said all in one breath

he sat there thinking for a minute while trying to comprehend what i had said. After a minute he said

" OK. OK. I'm not mad i swear. i get you just panicked no need to worry " i let out a sigh of relief. he wasn't mad thats all i wanted.

" Thank you!" i say and without thinking i run up to hug him. after i realize what i was doing i quickly pull away.

" sorry" i say quietly

" no its ok" he says pulling me into another hug, which i gladly accept. the hug lasted a second longer than it was suppose to so i pull away again.

" well im gonna go tell Matt that everything went well even if I already know what hes gonna say. ' i told you so' hes such a kid sometimes, or most of the time" I chuckle and walk out of the room.

" OHHHH MATTT!" I sing/scream while walking down the stairs

" whatcha need? how'd it go?"

" thats exactly what i came to tell you. it went fine. he understood "

" told ya " he said a i expected

" ya know i told Cameron that you'd say that"

" well i did" he throws his hands up in defence

" whatever. hey do you and Cam want to go to Starbucks im craving coffee"

" when arnt you craving coffee?"

" good question, well do you?"

" sure. CAMERON"

Cam comes down moments later

" yes?"

" want to go to Starbucks with us?" Matt asked

" sure!" he said with a sheepish smile

i couldnt help but smile.

wait! what?

do i like Cameron? no i cant!

I CANT!

" Mek? You ok?" Matt asks with concern in his eyes

" what? yea im fine. just thinking" I reply coming back to reality.

" you sure?" its Cameron's turn to worry. aww he looks so cute when he's worried.

MEKAYLA STOP!!

But hes so sweet and caring and cute and

MEKAYLA I SAID STOP!!

My conscious was right i cant date my brothers best friend, plus he probably doesn't even like me.

" Mekayla?" Matt said

" hun? what?" dang it i zoned out again

" you sure your ok?"

" yes im fine. im ok" i say looking back and forth to the both of them

" ok. lets go then" Cam says but i know he or Matt didnt buy it.

the rest of the day was spent down town with 2 weirdos that i call my brother and friend.

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A/N: Finally an update!