Save The Best For Last

chapter 14: From friends to lovers to strangers

hello nga pala sa mga BABES ko na si diana, katty at grisham. :) miss ko na ho kayo. kay katty ko muna idededic ang chapter na to since bc siya masyado. >.<

Jen's POV

"the easiest way of moving on is when you start trying to accept everything."

I was left behind. and for a reason I don't even know. minsan naiisip ko, ganon ba talaga naging epekto ng lahat sa kanya? na sa simpleng pag-amin ko, umalis siya ng ganun ganun na lang. I was left here dumbfounded. bakit kailangan maging ganito? T__T

I fell in love with the most unexpected person. he's so childish, irritating, annoying, cruel, funny,sweet, loving, caring. he calls me 'sunget' which, in the most most complicated reason makes my heart jumping and smiling all the time. sa loob lang ng ilang bwan ay gumaan agad ang loob ko sa kanya at naging bestfriend ko siya. sino nga namang mag aakala na mapapamahal ako sa isang tulad niya di ba?

DIARY JOURNAL NO. 1

- masaya ako ngayon dahil nagkaron nako ng kaibigan dito sa subdi namin. i think magiging bessy kami ni Jessie e. may kuya nga siya na super gwapo kaso super hate ko! we will never be close talaga. nakaka irita siya! he even broke my phone right at this very moment. kaya ngayon ipagagawa niya yung phone ko but instead, he bought me a new one. nakakaines talaga! grr.

DIARY JOURNAL NO. 2

- It's been weeks simula nung maging bestfriend ko si Jessie. tapos lumipat na din dito sa E.H si sina France. :) ang saya na sa school namin. hihi. I'm loving it naa. pero naaasar pa din ako kay kuya Xander! full of troubles talaga siya. kaya tinawag ko siyang mr. trouble. :DD

DIARY JOURNAL NO. 3

- i forgot to tell you about my phone and Xander's phone. actually, we have the same unit since he "accidentally" broke mine. I can't even tell my dad about this kasi first gift niya to sakin nung umuwi siya galing Korea. :| I cherish every little thing he gives. once in a blue moon lang kami magkita ni dad kaya naiinis ako kay Kuya Xander. but on the bright side, I felt happy about my phone kasi it's so cute naman.

DIARY JOURNAL NO. 4

- waa! may bago na naman akong bestie and that is Kuya Xander. akalain mo yun? naging bestfriend ko pa siya? haha! amazing lang. nagkakasundo na kami at nagsheshare ng mga secrets namin na hindi namin masabi sa kapatid niya. I know bessy ko si Jessie pero sometimes di ko pa din masabi yung ibang bagay na pagdating naman sa kuya niya e ambilis lang i-open up. also, i found out na she likes that Jc girl pala. she's cute, but I don't like her for Xander. I have this feeling na sisirain lang niya yung friendship na meron kami ni Xander ngayon. Pero I can't let my bestie feel sad. she seems so happy whenever Jc's around. bigyan ko na lang kaya siya ng mga advices? para magkakilala sila.

DIARY JOURNAL NO. 5

- Yey! bestie and ate Jc are official friends na. :) thanks to me. tinreat naman ako ni kuya Xander for doing a great job! now, I'm gonna help him court her naman. para mas maging masaya na siya. I want to keep my bestie happy. :)))

I kept on reading my journal up to the last part.. I was reminiscing those days when I'm with him. I wanna figure out why he went far away and not telling me about this makes me wanna punch him. I hate him!

DIARY JOURNAL NO. 20

- It's official! ate Jc and Xander are in a relationship. I dunno but I felt sad. what's happening to me? Am I falling for him? all I want was to be friends with him. but why does it have to be like this? ayoko magkagusto sa kanya. I'll just keep this as a secret. :(