One Hundred Seventy Three.

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by bhadbieber

by bhadbieber

*Lila's P.O.V*

Since Justin told me to come home, I thought things were officially okay. I didn't want to have to go through new fights and one of us walking out every single week. Justin was my home, and he will continue to be my home.

"You got all your stuff in, babe?" I heard Justin's raspy voice, almost as if he just woke up, when really voice had stress written all over it. I didn't know what was worse for him. The fact that he had to endure his ex's bullshit for a while, or just the fact that there had been so much grief in the past week.

"Y-yeah, I have everything," I say as I turn to look at him. "Talk to me though, what's bothering you?"

I walk up to him and lead him towards the couch. He sits down and I position myself behind him, ready to relieve him of stress for at least a little while as I place my hands on his shoulders, massaging them. I heard his little groans of pleasure as I did my magic.

"You're so tense, Jay," I whisper as I push down harder, his groans becoming a little louder.

"There's j-just so much going on - baby, a little lower," he heaved a sigh, and I did as I was told to do. Anything to make him feel better.

"Tell me,"

"It's just Selena, it's you, it's everything, I don't even know where to look, what to think, there's judgement everywhere, there's stress everywhere,"

My heart fell and I didn't want to sound like a bitch for only referring to the fact that he said me. That I was one of the causes to his stress.

I stopped massaging and my arms fell forward onto his chest and rubbed in circles as I nuzzled my head into his neck, leaving mini kisses to soothe him. His head tilted the opposite way, giving me more room.

"I'm so sorry, baby," I whispered, trailing my lips up his 'Patience' tattoo, towards his earlobe. I nibbled on it slightly, hearing him let out a moan, making me smirk.

"Why're you apologizing?" he pulled away from me, looking at me in the eyes. He cupped my face with his hand, and caressed my cheek with his thumb. I examined the way his eyebrow raised every time he was waiting for something - in this case - my answer. His body couldn't stay still for a long period of time.

"I don't like that you're going through this much stress, Jay, you don't deserve it, no matter how many mistakes you've made in your life," I began, as I held the hand he had on my cheek. "you're human, baby. But God wouldn't put you through things he knew you couldn't handle. You'll get through all of this."

His lips formed a small, but genuine smile. He leaned in and gave me a kiss that lasted longer than anything, and it made me melt.

"Climb over this couch, babe," he chuckled, as he helped me climb over the couch and into his lap. His arms wrapped securely around my body, pulling me into him, nuzzling his head into my neck.

My hands got lost in the blonde that lay on his head, and I began to softly play with his hair, soothing him a bit.

"I love you, and I'm so sorry that I let you leave like that and not believing you, baby, I'm so sorry. Just know that it was hell without you and Jenna here," he looks up at me, his eyes showing me sincere apology, making me smile.

"I love you, Jay, it's okay, I'm sorry for being a bitch about it. I know there's a limit when it comes to having guys as friends, it won't happen again," I assure him as he pecked my lips once more.