Her Bad Boy

Chapter 12

"I'd fuck both of the girls here" my stomach did a flip "but I can't fuck Claire because she's your girlfriend and I can't fuck Aurora because-" we stood in silence for quite some time until he found the right words "she's too young" oh god can the damn earth just open and swallow me?!

"Too young?" Claire repeated "we are the same age" she raised and eyebrow

"Another reason why i can't fuck you" he seemed so cool with talking about this. How can he be so cool? He was just standing there shirtless acting like everything was fine! He stood up "i want a beer, do you guys want something?"

"One for me" said Will

"Bring me one as well" said Claire

"Okay. Aurora?" I looked up at him. I wasn't really paying attention to what he said "do you want a beer as well?"

"Oh. No, I don't drink" i answered shyly

"Of course you don't" he said and I'm pretty sure he rolled his eyes. What is that supposed to mean anyway? In a few minutes he came back with 4 beers. He handed Will and Claire one and he handed me one. "You sure you don't want one?" I pushed his hand with the beer away from me

"Yes, I'm sure. Don't push it, please" i begged him with my eyes. He took his sit next to me and leaned towards me while Claire and Will were making out

"I'm sorry, i didn't mean to push it. Are you ok?" His voice was so smooth and caring

"Yes-" i freezed when i saw Will running his hand over Claire's breast and ass. Alec saw what i was looking at and huffed angry

"William, dear, get a room" he said sarcastically.

"Ok" Will smirked and picked Claire up. "We'lll do it in your room, we wouldn't want Aurora's room to smell like sex, would we?" He said winking at me

"Gross. Just be quiet so you won't wake my father"

"We'll try" Will said entering the house. There was again this silence that was killing me slowly

"Um, are you comfortable now to answer that question?" I turned to him wide eyed

"No, not really" i answered out of breath "actually I'm more uncomfortable than i was when they were here" he started chuckling and i swear to God it was the most beautiful sound I've ever heard.

"May i ask why?" He said smiling those dimples of his making me forget everything.

"You make me nervous" i answered lowly

"I can see that. You're all red since i took a sit next to you" i put my hands on my cheeks again and they were still burning "but why do i make you nervous?"

"I-" i really didn't know what to answer "please don't push this, I don't know what to answer" he nodded his head

"Ok, sorry, I'll stop. But just for the record, it's not Claire, is it?" I was the one smiling now

"No, it's not Claire and it's not Will either" oh god what did i just say. I think my brain is going to explode. He cleared his throat awkwardly

"Aurora, i-" he stopped trying to get the right words "you're so young, it wouldn't be fair and i would probably feel like I'm taking advantage of you"

"I understand" i closed my eyes and took a deep breath"can we- can we talk about something else?"

"Sure, what did you and Claire do today?"

"Nothing much, we talked mostly"

"May i ask what about?" He said smiling nicely

"Our lives"

"Was i included in that discussion?" He raised his eyebrow

"Alec, i-" he tensed when i called him that and his jaw started flexing. It made me forget what i wanted to say. But why did he tense? What happened to him?

"Don't look at me like that" he said through gritted teeth

"Like what?" I asked confused

"Like you regret something" he looked up at the sky

"I regret i wasn't here for you when your mom passed. I can't imagine what you went through" i bit my lip. He looked back at me

"I don't want to talk about that" i nodded my head understanding

"Aren't you cold?" I asked remembering that he was shirtless.

"Would you like to warm me up?" He asked raising a brow and smiling but his smile quickly dropped realising what he said "shit, i shouldn't have said that, I'm sorry. No, I'm not cold"

"Ok" i bit my lip trying not to smile. We stood there looking at the sky for a long time until we heard something but before we could turn someone covered my mouth and nose and i passed out, everything went black.