Her Bad Boy

Chapter 38

"i want you" his voice was just above a whisper. I couldn't speak. I was starting to sweat and panic slowly started to fog my mind. I pushed him away and got up from the couch running to my room. I closed the door then locked it. I fell to the ground unable to hold my tears back. I'm not strong. I never was.

•••

"Aurora please open the door" Alec sighed continuing to knock on my door. I was done crying and was contemplating jumping out the window. But where would i go? "if you don't open it I'm gonna kick it down". I rolled my eyes and opened the door. He was a bit shocked at the beginning but then he regained his posture. "Can we talk?" His voice was soft

"Sure" i shrugged and moved to sit on the bed. He looked around the room and then took a seat on the floor.

"I'm sorry for earlier. I shouldn't have done that and said that. Are you okay?" He asked his brows furrowed

"I'm fine" i reassured him with a small smile. We sat in silence looking everywhere but at each other. "Do you wanna go out tonight?" I asked him, taking him by surprise

"Where?"

"I don't know. Anywhere" i shrugged "we could go to the movies"

"I'd like that" he nodded.

•••

The movie was pretty good. After it was over we had dinner and got in the car to go home.

"Do you think maybe we could go to the lake?" I asked. He frowned a little.

"Okay" he drove in silence. I couldn't take my eyes off of him. The way the moonlight complimented his skin and the way his eyes shone.

"You're beautiful" i found myself saying. I think i saw him blush a little but it was probably just my imagination

"You are too" he smiled looking me up and down.

•••

We walked the rest of the way to the lake and laid a blanked down. We sat there a little just looking at the moon and its reflection in the water. It was mesmerizing.

"I wanna swim" i told him. He just nodded looking a bit unsure "you coming?" I asked

"Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded not able to actually form words. I turned my back to him and took off my shirt, my pants and my sneakers. I took a deep breath and unclasped my bra letting it slide down. I removed my panties and walked in the lake without looking back.

After a few minutes i felt him behind me. I could feel his nervousness so i turned to him. The water was barely covering my nipples and I could only imagine the effort he was putting in not looking at them. I closed my eyes for a few seconds trying to calm myself

"I can go if you want me to" he said with a little sadness in his voice.

"No. Please stay" i opened my eyes looking into his blue ones. I licked my lips looking at his hard chest and what I could see of his abs. I want to put my hands on them and trace every line of his muscles

"I want to kiss you. Say that you want it too" he whispered

"I do" i said softly

"You do what?" He asked smiling a little taking a step closer so our bodies were almost touching

"I want you to kiss me" i said. He bend down and crushed his lips on mine. His lips were soft and firm, just like the kiss. I felt some kind of urgency behind it. He bit my bottom lip earning a moan from me, which gave him the occasion to slide his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues fought for dominance and his won. His hands were now in my hair playing with it and mine were on his chest.

His lips left my mouth earning a whimper from me. He started kissing down my jaw and neck, licking and sucking gently on the spots that made me moan. He kissed his way up to my ear sucking on my earlobe

"Did Kane made you moan like this?" I just moaned as his hand caressed my breasts, slightly pinching my nipples "answer me" he growled

"No" my voice was shaky

"Good" he groaned. I let my hands travel down his abs, to his V line and i grabbed his rock hard member. "Fuck" he moaned. I started slowly going up and down, caressing the tip with my thumb. He was big, way bigger than Kane. With my other hand i was massaging his balls. I looked up at him, his eyes were rolled to the back of his head. I smiled thinking what an effect i had over him. He put his hand over mine stopping me from pumping him. "When I cum, i want it to be inside of you". I flushed a little at the thought of him inside me.

He put his hand on my thighs and raised me up, my legs going around his waist. He carried me to the blanket and slowly laid me down

"Do you want to do it here or my house?" He whispered gently, but I could feel how inpatient he was. I grabbed his shoulders, my nails digging into his skin, and brought his lips to mine

"Here" i whispered on his lips.

"Open your legs, Aurora" i did as i was told and i felt him at my entrance. "So wet, only for me" he said as he pushed inside of me. I moaned as my back arched. He was so big but he felt so good inside of me. He was still for a second "you okay?" I could see how much he wanted to move but didn't want to hurt me

"Please, Alec" i whimpered. He started moving slowly, swearing under his breath. We don't have a condom my conscience told me but i ignored it. "Faster" i moaned. He moved faster, the sound of skin to skin echoing through the forest. My nail were scratching his back as his tongue was playing with my nipples. His hand slid between my legs, finding my clip and applying just enough pressure on it. He was rubbing gently, but i could feel the knot in my stomach forming. He kissed me on my lips his tongue keeping the rhythm of his moves inside me

"Fuck, Alec, I'm close" i groaned. He started rubbing my clit faster. I closed my eyes unable to hold his gaze

"Open your eyes, Aurora. Look at me when you cum" i opended my eyes, his blue ones so full of lust. I felt my walls clenching around his dick. I screamed his name as i rode my best orgasm. He drove inside if me a few more times until he came too. He laid down next to me, his hand around my waist. He kissed my cheek, all of the feelings that i tried so hard to deny coming back to me.

"I love you, Alec"