What Happened To The Sweet Guy I Used To Know?

You're Sorry?

Destiny's P.O.V.

I stretched out on my bed, sighing.

Everyone else was downstairs, watching a movie, but I just didn't feel like it.

I just wanted to be alone, but only Kenzie knew why.

I'd been thinking about Riley all day, and no matter what I did, I just couldn't get him out of my head.

I really didn't know if I could do this anymore.

It was getting harder to deal with every single day.

After a few minutes of just lying there, consumed by my thoughts, I pushed myself up and crossed the room, deciding to try out some new music for a new song I'd wrote.

I grabbed my guitar, then sat down on my bed again, grabbing my song book out of my backpack and opening it beside me.

I tried out a few notes, until I found the perfect melody that went with the lyrics.

I started to strum and sang the words softly.

Loving him is like driving a new maserati down a dead end street

Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ended so suddenly

Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall

Like the colours in autumn, so bright, just before they lose it all

Loving him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey, all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favourite song

Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer

Regretting him was like wishing you'd never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey, all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Oh, red

Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes

Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go

But moving on from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head

Burning red

Darling, it was red

Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known