whats literal sanity ?
its when you'd do absolute anything fir anything
for whatever you desire
where you could be happy for what you give sanity
thats sanity.
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Higher
she wasn't as high as she wanted
she didn't want anyone to see her mistakes
nor did she think the amount was enough
she tried everything and did everything
although she wasn't happy , she didn't care
her standards weren't immune to her anymore
she didn't know what she needed to be
but she knew she needed a light for when the world got dark for her not to see it
and when she actually felt , enough
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Realism 11/03/17
is there really realism for when something happens , that no one expects
why ?
well no one quite knows yet and thats the point
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Warning ; Depressive Content Ahead
i honestly thought i could never be happy again , never even life full again
being happy , laughing and after thinking of never being able to find love again
to trust someone knowing they have the power to hurt you
its terrifying
then actually , i do all of those things
mesmerizing , it is
i can have no worries and be with someone who doesn't give you anxiety
its relieving to have someone who lets you free from the chains you were once tied to.
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
