im deeply afraid of losing you
as though im sure i cant break through
i believe the walls are too thick and my bones are too weak
im dying to keep you
because your the last thing to save me
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you say you wont ever go
but that'll change
everything changes
havent you learned to dont make a promise you cant keep
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im writing this book as if any of this matters
just a second in time
myself over thinking
and being lost in my own stupidity
is that such entertaining ?
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afraid of losing everyone
afraid of being hurt
mostly afraid of dying.
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misconception
when your noticing yourself retrieving
it all comes back
but thats not a promise
sadly.
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pieces will fall off but remember your bones aren't made of steel
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im glad your here
i was starting to crumble
3:29pm ; nov 2017
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if
if only you could see how you affected me
maybe you dont care
because your a mindless person
cruel
i despise you
never come back
or do , i dont know
ugh
i wish none of this happened
all of it
me meeting you and all.
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the leaves fell leaving the cold of November brisk
the water frozen
bugs gone
and the trees secrets left to be found out
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nothing stays the same in the fall
everything either goes away or changes no one stays the same either
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
