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steadiness
disfunction occurs within 56% of people
most dont even know
its when you know you feel something that doesn't exist
highly important actually

Anorexia
anorexia is not a disease
anorexia is not contagious
anorexia is an important health and emotional disorder
people who want to be skinny have a choice
people with anorexia dont.

"Im 5'3 and your bitch still looks up to me"

aurora
the most wonderful things are disguised
to keep you from believing it really exists but doesn't
harsh but true
thats why i hate you

October 10,2017
I'll miss you like summer misses winter
how the clouds miss the sun
how the rain misses sunny days
even without any of those
i'd still miss you

change
the trees turned red
and everything went away
now then , i found you
it wasn't as crystal clear , but now
its a faded memory of who ?

life and death
i wish i could jump off a cliff and survive
it'd be cool knowing i lived
and didn't die trying :)

surreal
why does everything seem so surreal
like you really did never exist
and you keep doing these things
they make me want to die even more
but you know what ?
i also dont care
maybe you'll end up dying
then i wont have to worry about you at all
i hate you
mainly the person you became
but i still hate you

cloud chasers
if the clouds change vast in time
wouldn't that make us technically dead
were just living in slow motion
people dont notice , that this could possibly be the end of us all
thats why the worlds gonna crash , because its not worried who'll die or not

easy
i wish things didn't have to be this way
i never wanted you to go
you just did on your own
because everything you told me wasn't true
and though i said "i love you"
millions upon millions of times
i just never occurred to you

sad.
ridiculous how most of these writings are about you
even though im learning to forget for the best
i still think of you
and it makes me want to die

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