01/24/18
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i feel it caving in the walls are thin
every time i realize where my mind has been
i wish i could let my thoughts give in
im just afraid to , be the one to
let the world change and still be here
society is deadly
life's not straight
but it sure isn't yours
i could tell time but times too gold
i dont mind so sure
dont associate with me , my hearts to cold
i wanna blame you but your too far
people tend to travel the world with just one card
i could feel but its too hard
tryings so difficult
even with a hand its too strong
my feelings aren't pure anymore
i dont wanna be here but without gravity i'll fall
dont call me now
its too old
stop everything and give up
weak as ever
now im just as clever
back and fourth like November to December
its freezing outside and i'll never be able to wear a sweater
please dont leave
cause i need you
your the only one who knows how to
simply make everything better
i wanna be like vendetta
get everyone with just one letter
you dont phase me but you know better
all you do is just send letters
what i wanna say is i miss you
please dont change your so hurtful
im alright but i wanna get better
- end
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October - January
its been four months since you've left my life
i realize more and more every day how much you made me happy and inflicted my life
i was so much better than i am now
this book has become nothing but great sadness and shows how weak i am
i dont know whether to stop for now or keep going
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PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
