This is coming from a confused, absurd person but, you know when too many things happen to you and you slowly start to not care about anything anymore since it no longer can affect you ?
Then you feel bad for people in your life who gets hurt by your "attitude". It becomes impossible to care about anything and its not really your fault. Maybe its your way of dealing with things is not to care. It is a lot easier. The only way to live or stay alive without completely falling apart. Then things get better. The "not caring" part is always hard to explain. Especially when your not thinking or in the right mental state, everything's a mess. Everything either makes you sound crazy or like your lying.
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Maybe its just me. Who knows ?
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PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
