11:31pm - another breakdown
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everything's coming to me
it all makes perfect since when you think about it
i just cant stand to hear another word of it
i only want certain people to talk to me when im sad but i also dont wanna talk at all
i get annoyed by others who are annoying and never talk to me but on rare occasion
some are dudes who think they're funny and into me but they're just really annoying and no matter how many times i ignore them
they still try
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i shut out and distanced myself from all my dude friends for him.
some of my friendships too because they didn't like him for hurting me even when i forgave him
why is it so complicating
all i always ask for is him
i mind as well ask to die because i already feel like im in hell
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
