to believe the reasons to stay strong
is complicating
when your sad
nothing matters
and you cant expect anything
because after all, nothings gonna change how you feel
its hopeless
its not that you dont appreciate when people try to help
its just even though you could be happy ,
you dont even know how to feel and process
you want to be happy for everyone
but that only can go on for so long
before your mind escapes
its like trying to get in somewhere with a fake ID and only in a matter of time before someone finds out your lying
imagine how hard it is each day
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it'll only be so long before all the makeup you put on to be pretty gets washed away from teardrops that fall from the sky
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
