i thought i would had have you forever, i loved your mom even though she hated me and for the wrong reasons whilst this girl who was sweet talking her im sure was using you, the words you said still bother me in the back of my throat about how she did "more" than i ever would have, we werent even a real thing and you said it yourself, i was too scared, to do one wrong thing to lose you and didnt know what was okay, what you liked and didnt like so i didnt do anything. i felt like a pawn, a sexual oriented pawn for you and no matter how toxic it was, i didnt care because i was too obsessed with the fact that i had actually gotten you as easy as i dreamed and i wanted you, but it wasnt mutaul
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PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
