run
run and forget everything
run and lose everything
because your sad , because your scared , because your worried
because you cant stand , it hurts
it hurts to stay still
run , from your problems
because your scared if you dont , you'll get left behind
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theres so many reasons to
not even the right way
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cruel
you covered everything up with yourself
making you become a cruel person
you said i was confusing but you were
you didn't do much of anything either
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how can you live knowing all the people you hurt
living like you never did anything
acting innocent but your not and no one knows because of your lies
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reasons to hate myself
1. im a mess
2. procrastination
3. overly rude
4. i reject any help i can get
5. i ruin a lot of good relationships
6. i get upset for no reason
7. NSSI
8. i distance myself
9. im annoying
10. selfish
11. i lie about being happy
12. sleep a lot
13. get upset/ mad and agitated out of nowhere
14. im a bad person
15. bad anxiety
16. im a hypocrite
17. i cry a lot
18. im weak
19. i never finish anything
20. i cant be counted on
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
