then for the worst memory ever ,
who i wish i never had met & became a memory
was nothing but sadness and emotional trauma , and full of anxiety
more importantly ; a mistake of a heartache that not ever again , will i fall for
i've fell enough to be almost completely bruised
—
Allergies August 9,2017 9:56am
i get allergies when i think of you maybe i need a substitute to drown all the pain caused by you
but either way im fine
please dont tell me im "alright"
i dont want you to be my last thought when i die
—
underwater
help me , im drowning
i cant , cant find it anymore
your so
so stupid and over bearing , cant keep your love
its always missing , you said "so fuck your feelings" ,
my friends told me things about you , yeah
now i see it
i hate you and your adolescent mind
why keep breaking waves knowing you'll create a hurricane
just stop messing around
your gonna cause an earthquake
then you'll be in real trouble
messing with the daughters of earth
—
Life ?
i never thought i could breathe without you
but i am
even knowing that my lungs could give up any minute
but im okay
im happy , without you
im in love and its not you
thank you for leaving because i no longer care about you
cause now , your not on my mind anymore
someone else is , not you
—
October 20,2017
happy without you
your just a faded memory
nothing as blue
sorry to say this but i hate you
and sadly they already know who
everything brings me closer , but im trying to get away from you
—
"I put the emo in lemon" - unknown
This was when i was really upset about something that happened but its all good now !
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
