the song, 'deadroses' by blackbear and his many other old songs will always be a burden in my heart. 'idfc' was a song one of my ex's had showed me i think and gave me lyrics to and then when i homie hopped for my first and last time cos i was trying to piece out why i was getting left over and over, his friend would talk about his songs too, and the lyrics. i can listen to '90210' and 'califormula' fine but anything else, if he comes on i go "nope" and skip or shut it off. not that i dont like him cos i do, the man has high respect cos he's different and i love his vibe, but i just cant listen to him anymore. he was ruined for me
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PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
