you keep me held captive in my own thoughts
beaten by all your lies
when will you let me be free
and take yourself out of mind
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time travel
everything moves faster when your by my side
now everything's slow and takes more time
suffocations are the realization you cant hide
its not so simple now is that right ?
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daily survival tasks
would i survive even if as much as i wanted to not live it didn't happen
could i not be any happier
oh wait , im not at all
theres too many terrible things that have happened to prevent it
then too many things happen on a daily basis
its great.
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qualifications
many circumstances
many possibilities
many mistakes
many memories
many wonders
many worries
many phonies
many wrongings
many prophecies
so little time, so many lies
you never believed me so now you'll regret
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un-steady
un-consistent speed mechanism
whenever you have a time limit , then everything stops in a blank
leaving you mis conspeted in your own substantial in fluency that no one can help you with
so you have to deal with it
you deal with it because you wont get anything else
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thats why you end up killing yourself over and over again on a record
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
