TW (mention of self harm, blood, addiction, relapse)
the moment of release
like taking petals off a flower, or blowing out a dandelion
almost the same kind an addict gets when that "one more" gets kicked in
you dont have to worry about that promise made because its already been broken
the loathe taken, already passed
the blood dripping from your girlfriends legs, too far gone for a junkie to notice
theres so much pain that these substances cause and the tryhard, wannabe addicts make themselves look like total shitfaces, what they want anyway, they ruin what it all means, they dont know what its like to have their best friend drop dead during a high, they dont kmow that pain or what it really means
they just kmow and think thats its "cool" but they'll get it when they get their share, maybe itll change them
YOU ARE READING
For what ?
PoetryA book i've been working on since 2017. About my confusing and a mess of feelings , its still a work in progress. Contains songs and poetry , things you might find "relatable" perhaps. Thankyou for reading !
