October 1
Well the dopers have succeeded in some way at making the kids turn against me. The square kids want nothing to do with me and just give me the cold shoulder every time I try to talk to them or sit with them at lunch. I was hoping that the square kids would see I am a different person now and accept me but that's probably not going to happen.
Those damn dopers have spread ugly rumors around school about me and now no one wants anything to do with me! My only friend is Ginger but I wonder how long it will be
before she turns her back on me too. I wish I had some one to talk to about all this. I can't talk to Terry because I've already put her through so much and she's working
full time now at Kenny's and she's with Michael. I know she cares but she's just my sister and not a mom. I wish mom and dad were here. Maybe they would understand. I even tried getting my job back at Kenny's but the previous staff that was there when I arrived has all left and I guess the new owner got wind of my drug history and that I just up and left without any notice. I guess they don't want that kind of element in their restaurant. Even with Terry talking for me they said no. I really feel like a complete failure. I've really screwed up my life and I don't know if I'll get back on track. I'd like to go into art someday and open up my own gallery. My mom wanted a career in art but never made her dreams come true and I want to be the opposite. None of the kids really think I'm going to stay off but I'm determined to prove them wrong!
October 2
I am so proud! I passed my Geometry test with a B, and English test with an A. Little by Little my friend, Little by Little.
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Slipped Away
General FictionThis is the diary of a teenage girl's descent into the world of drugs. Mature content. Not for the squeamish. I do not own anything except my characters and this story. I wrote it from an idea I had, and I just rolled with it to see where it would g...
