Camila's POV
Once I made sure that y/n was staying, I walked back slowly to the front.I stopped and wiped my tears.
I'm just really scared of fucking up again.
"You ok?", Austin asked.
"No", I replied.
"Wow you guys aren't even officially together and she's already making you cry", he said.
"No you're making me cry", I corrected.
"I don't know what your point was of coming here", I added.
"I want you back", he said.
"Were you not just witnessing anything? I love y/n and I want to be with her", I said.
"I know you still love me. I was stupid and just being an asshole when I did those things and I'm so sorry. I would've never thought that I would lose you", he said.
I sighed and looked down.
"I love you", he said making me look at him.
"I don't feel the same", I said quietly.
"Were you cheating on me with her? Was that it?", he asked.
"Of course not and I can't believe you would even ask me that", I said.
"I mean you guys were always together before", he said.
"Yea and you became too jealous", I said.
"Because I love you babe", he said.
Hearing that made me feel bad I used to love when he said it but now it doesn't feel right.
"Don't call me that", I said.
"You loved when I called you that", he said softly. "And all it took was a few days for you to get over me. Now I know how she felt. Will it take three years to come back to me?", he asked.
"Don't fucking do that", I said getting upset.
"It's the truth and the sooner you realize that the better. How long will I be gone before you realize that you made a huge mistake. Maybe I should leave the city too", he said.
"We wouldn't be here if you hadn't done that", I said.
"What did she say to get you back like that?", he asked.
"It wasn't like that", I said.
"You sure? Because it seemed way too fast and I'm pretty sure you were with her when we were together", he said.
"For the last time I didn't cheat on you", I said getting frustrated.
"Right", he said. "Well let me know when you leave her broken again", he added.
"Get out", I yelled and he left.
I closed the door and rested my head against it as I cried.
He just ruined everything. I finally got y/n to trust me a tiny bit again and I'm pretty sure she's not going to want to be with me because of this.
I stayed out for a little while longer before wiping my tears and slowly walked back into the room.
I entered and she slowly looked up at me.
"Y/n", I began.
"Don't", she said cutting me off. "Just don't", she said.
I remained quiet.
"He's right", she said.
"What are you talking about?", I asked walking closer.
"It was too fast", she said.
"Y/n no", I said.
"It's true and I thought I could do this again but now I don't know", she said which broke my heart.
"Can we just go back to before he came please?", I asked crying.
"We can't", she said.
"Why?", I asked.
"Because I need a little time Camila", she said.
"For what?", I asked.
"He's right you moved on from me quickly and you moved on from him quickly, how do I know that it won't repeat?", she asked.
"Because I love you", I said holding her hand.
"Yea but to be honest I", she trailed off.
"You what?", I asked.
"I stupidly rushed back into this without really thinking it through", she said.
"If you're worried about me hurting you I promise I won't", I said.
"I don't even know if I can still believe in your promises anymore", she said.
I felt a pang in my chest. I let go of her hand and got up.
"Well take all the time that you need. I'll still be here", I said using my sleeves to wipe my tears.
"Camila", she began.
"No it's fine you're right I wouldn't trust me either", I said.
"I'm sorry I'm not trying to hurt you", she said.
"I know but the truth hurt sometimes right", I said.
She nodded and looked up at me.
"I guess I should go", she said.
I swallowed the lump in my throat as she walked closer. I had my arms folded across my chest but she moved it.
She brought me into a hug and I cried in her shoulder.
"I feel like I'm losing you again", I cried.
"You aren't. I'm not leaving you I just need to really think about everything", she said.
I nodded and she pulled away.
She caressed my cheek before pulling me into a kiss.
I kissed her for as long as I could.
"I'll make you trust me again", I whispered.
"I'm sure you will", she said smiling sadly before pecking my lips once more.
She let go of my hands and walked out.
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She Used To Be Mine (Camila/you)
Fanfiction"I'm trying to forget you but I'm also waiting for you to come back".