Tonight I'm feeling completely drained. If I'm being completely honest, I haven't been feeling like myself since last week. Roman and the kiss that happened is just tearing me apart. I don't know what to do with myself.
I walked to catering and reached for a water bottle but I felt someone place their hand on my back. I turned my head and saw John. "Oh, John." I saw as his smile faded. "You look like you were expecting someone else." I turned to face him, shaking my head. "Um, no.. I just didn't know it was you."
He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the side. "Nicole, what's been going on with-" I slipped my hand out of his. "John, I'm fine.. Just a little exhausted." He nodded and pulled me close. "Then how about we call it an early night?"
I placed my hand on his chest, pushing him off. "John.. Don't." He stepped back and looked at me, shocked. "I'm sorry-" "What is wrong with you? Ever since last week, you're like in a daze or something." "John, I'm just a little tired from all the traveling."
I looked at him. I used to look at John and feel think of him as the greatest guy ever but now, it was like looking at a stranger. I felt my hands tighten around the water bottle, guilt coursing through me. How is it that in such a short amount of time Roman can cause me too lose feelings for another guy.
"Nicole?" I snapped my head to John, jumping out of my thoughts. "Yeah?" "I don't know what's going on with you, but you need to get focused-" I rolled my eyes and roughly handed John the water bottle. "I know, I need to be focused on your damn matches.. Don't worry I will be."
I turned and walked away feeling drained and stressed.. One guy leaves me emotional drained, the other one leaves me physically stressed. What am I supposed to do now?
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This Thing Called Love
FanfictionRoman Reigns lost the love of his life due to his reckless mistakes.. But what happens when him and his love cross paths one more time? Does she still share the same love for him as before or will Roman be forced to see his woman in the arms of anot...