This Thing Called Love

-nikki-

I walked out of the arena as John took the keys out from his pocket. I stood in front of the car, waiting for him to. John keeps bringing up the fact that I stepped between him and Roman tonight. I know I shouldn't have done it but there's nothing we could about it now. 

John grabbed his bag and unlocked the car before meeting me in front of the car. I felt him try to grab my hand but I lightly moved my hand away. I heard him groan. "What was that for?"

He looked at me "That was for you.. I don't know why you're acting this weird.. You've been this way for weeks now and I want it to stop right now." I scoffed "You want it to stop? Want? John I don't have time to deal with what you want right now.. I've been dealing with what you want for way to long. Have ever even considered thinking about what I want?"

I huffed as I opened the car door only to hear him say. "I know what you want.. You want him." I stopped and looked at him. "I have no idea what you're talking-" "Nicole, you know exactly what I'm talking about.. Your feelings for me have changed ever since we came to Raw."

I watched his eyes turn soft and almost sad. "John, I-" "It's okay.. I knew it would happen so I was prepared for it.. Roman is the love of your life-" I grabbed his hand "John, I did love you and I still do but-" He nodded "You don't have to explain it to me.. I love you too but I can't do this anymore.. I'm not what you want.. He is."

I looked up at him and I saw it in his eyes.. This is what he wanted and in reality, it's what I want too. I quickly grabbed him and hugged him. "Thank you for this.. I love you." He hugged me tight one last time before we let go of each other. "Go."

I looked at him, confused. "Go?" "Go to him.. Before it's too late." I smiled and turned to walk away, smiling at John one last time. I loved John but I love Roman.

I walked back into the arena.. I had to find him. He still had to be here. I walked back to his locker room.. I knocked on the door, the door opening only to reveal Dean. "Ambrose?"

He smirked "The one and only.." I smiled "Is Roman still here?" The smirked wiped off his face becoming serious. "Um, no.. He left after that whole thing that happened tonight." "Do you know where I can find him?" "The hotel." I smiled "Okay, think you can give me a ride?" "To see you and Roman get together? Yeah."