WONTAEK DRABBLES.

(33) 11:11

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It's 11:11
When there's not much time left to the day.

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I had been waiting for you all day, but time had passed and you had still not arrived that day. You were gone.

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When we used to make wishes and laugh.

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Do you remember my first birthday with you? We made a wish to never part. But i think i asked for too much... because i was already gone from your heart.

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Everything reminds me of you.

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Your clothes are still here. Do you know? I bury my nose into your sweaters during the Sunday evenings, you're scent is so warm. Are you well? Does she love you? Is she enough? Was i never enough?

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The wind is cold as the edge of your heart.

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You refused me. You were colder as the night fell and the Cherry Blossoms fell from their branches. As the final petal fell, so did you. You were bare and stone.

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You blow in as i open the windows.

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I saw you with your lover through my window. My heart crumbled as I watched you express affection you never attempted for me. You threaded your fingers through her auburn hair as i watched painstakingly. I wasn't enough, was i?

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If these times pass away, will our farewell end?

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Should i say goodbye? My heart is not ready. but the pain is too much. Ending it is my only answer. But.. I am unsure.

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Will i be able to forget you?

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Perhaps it is what is best for you and i.

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Though everything left to find its place, and you left with all of me.

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I am gathering myself. All the pieces have scattered everywhere. The shards pierce me as i touch them with my bare fingers.

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Like the two hands of the clock in my heart, i keep lingering in the same place.

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I still love you. I look at you with eyes of love whereas you look at her. But it's okay. I'll be okay.

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I believe I'll be over you.

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I'll be okay.

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In the calendar, the date that we planned out long ago.

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Last February, on your birthday. Sunlight had glowed so brightly and birds had sung. It was a day for happiness, but it was not one for me.

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If you forget it all, After a while, i guess I'll just have to erase it, it's no big deal.

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It hurts. But It's okay.

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Like a strange flower that blooms between seasons.

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Like the morning star that hangs between days.

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All this. Some day. Will pass.

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I'll smile again. I'll laugh again. It might not hurt as much anymore.

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Everything comes back and finds its place. And i can finally smile as if nothing ever happened.

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It's everywhere. My heart, my feelings, my soul. But it'll come back. Everything will be just like how it was. Before you were a part of me.

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Calling out your name, won't hurt as much as it does now.

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You will slowly disappear. And i will no longer long for you.

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I believe, I'll be over you.

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I tried, okay? I'm not usually good with mixing song lyrics into stories but I hope i did a pretty decent job!
Song: 11:11 by Tayeon.

Try guessing who's P.O.V this is (Point of View). It's either Taekwoon's or Wonshik's.

Love you~ ❤️