Under The Sea//Jikook [DISCONTINUED]

birthday

APRIL 7, 2018
11:41 PM EST

Hi

It's your lovely authornim♡♡♡

I am writing this to you now to tell you all that my birthday is in a couple minutes!

I'm turning the lovely age of 15

I wanted to say some things about this past year and share my hopes for the next

So, the 14th year of my life has been great

I started high school, I got ridiculously better at my instrument, I got better at writing, I started writing fanfics, etc.

This year I also discovered kpop, actually I was 13 but my birthday was like 2 weeks later so why not

Kpop has changed my life in so many ways, I wouldve never even imagined how my life is now 1 year ago

I made so many friends through bts

I made some of my real life friends obsessed as well xD but that's not the point

The point is that I wouldn't be writing this if I didn't get into bts, I wouldn't have met all of you or started writing these books

I wouldn't be reading fanfictions

I wouldn't be trying to learn an Asian language without bts

I probably wouldn't care about the difference between Asian people (actually I take that back because it still would be triggered me)

I wouldn't have met BitchesAndCream who helps me with Italian class sometimes

I wouldn't be so open to new music without bts

Unfortunately my standards in men have gone up tho so everyone in my school is ugly to me and my mom thinks it's weird but idc

I'm sad that I got into it so late but I'm also happy because it gives me more to learn about the korean culture

I've never cried so much in my life xD

Kpop has been the longest obsession I've had in my life and I really hope that I'll always be obsessed

My birthday is now in 5 minutes and I need to hurry writing XDDD

So some things I look forward to as a 15 year old is

Starting 10th grade in September

Being able to get my learners permit  in January

Learning more about Korean cultures and the language

Developing my writing skills

And more but time is running uPPPP

I wanna thank you all for being apart of the journey I'm taking and helping me grow up in kpop

I truly love you all to the depths of my soul

Happy birthday to me and jonghyun♡

Ily jonghyun, even if we never got to properly meet

I wish we could be celebrating this day together but unfortunately we're not

Wherever you are, I hope you still celebrate this day as yours♡

APRIL 8, 2018
12:00 AM

Have a nice day everyone♡♡♡