The Darkness of The Sun

Chapter 17

Grant

She began to walk, but I wasn't going to let it happen. I wasn't letting her leave. She sat at the edge of the lake, I sat next to her and looked at her.

"You're the one who knows me the best, so tell me why I'm depressed?"

"Because Azaria, simple really. You're too amazing. Too much for this world to contain. Surrounded daily by dull idiots that drive you crazy. Your significance is so great, so much to hold. You get sad because there's no one even close enough to compare to you. You're our Sun."

"Your Sun?" She was confused.

"You appear to me as the Sun does. In the day bright, beautiful. Then comes night, darkness overrides all the power within the rays of light. The cold, other side is revealed. However it's far too hiden, far too dark for anyone to see. You don't realize your power, you Azaria hold a solar system. Each day you're closer to blowing up, giving out. But it's your shine, in which keeps us going. You seem so close, with each given day feeling your embrace.

I believe I know you, I believe you can reach out to me. As do I believe I can reach out to you. However, you're so distant. Miles away from your feelings.

Once your flame gives out, as does Earth, as does the whole damn universe. You don't recognize without you, immense drastic pain would strike everyone. Until soon enough I, the Earth, the galaxy is entirely and fully, nothing."

She began to cry, but this time it wasn't sadness. For the first I've seen, tears of happiness. Her smile bloomed, I held her so tight. Kissed her repeatedly, I didn't lose her.

"I didn't lose her." I mumbled.

"What?"

"Nothing, my thoughts just like to burst out randomly." I smiled and contined.

"I don't think I can lose you, I don't think I can handle it. I want to make you happy everyday, hell dedicate everyday if I have to. Azaria you are just, you're my love. I've never loved someone so much and it's horrifying, I think I love you more than my fucking mom!" We both laughed hysterically.

"Always setting the great mood huh?" She winked and nudged me playfully.

"Oh yeah!"

"I love you Grant, I just don't want to drag you down with me."

"Well I'm not going anywhere."

We kissed,

and kissed,

and kissed.