Azaria
I didn't see Grant for a week or two due to a business trip. More time to myself than I ever hoped, or wanted. Each text made me feel even more upset, knowing his trip got extended yet again.
My days were nothing more than tea, fruit, and Netflix. There was nothing more I could do really. Inspiration for drawing was no where to be found. I didn't want to leave the house, I looked like a mess no matter what I did.
Truth is, I’m scared of not seeing Grant for a long period of time. I’m scared I’ll lose him, I’m terrified I’ll lose him to someone extraordinary. Which is completely selfish of me. After all he deserves the world, but I only have so much to offer.
The worst feeling is missing someone, it's not an easy one to express. Painful to say, difficult to manage to place the words "I miss you". Almost as an embarrassment, them knowing you can't be without them. Like always there's the fear of them not missing you back. Because of course if they did they would have said so already.
I guess that's just me, my over thought theory.
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The Darkness of The Sun
RomanceBecause I view her as the Sun, and without her the Earth, the galaxy is entirely and fully, nothing. (¡Favorite&follow&comment!)
