addison // jack avery

Part 40

a- what do you mean?

s- well it's not the same

a- i'm so sorry, i should be in the house, acting like a part of magcon. we're a family and i've barely been around...

s- no addi, it's not you, it's the guys. we're arguing more, over stupid things, and well last night was crazy

a- what do you mean?

s- well, cam brought back this girl who was looking through pictures of you, she was smack talking all of us and cam wouldn't tell her to stop. jj and jg got super mad when she started calling you names, they kicked her out and cam got really angry. a lot of stuff was said that i thought would be forgotten this morning but it wasn't. we got a note from jj saying he went to nebraska and was 'done'. 

a- what do you mean, 'done'?

s- that's what we're trying to figure out, but he won't answer anyone's calls, not even jg. by the time i left, jg, nash and hayes were gone. cam hadn't come out of his room and matthew was just sitting there. 

a- what do we do? should i come home?

s- no addi, you don't need to be exposed to this, but coming from me, i think sooner or later we're going to be going our separate ways...

an unexpected tear fell down my cheek and shawn wiped it away with his thumb. 

a- i can't sit by and watch my family fall apart

s- i've tried addi, but all anyone talks about in the house is how well their doing separately, not together as magcon. 

a- i'm going to call jj, and cam, see if i can fix anything. 

he nodded and hugged me as he noticed i was trembling. 

s- i'm sorry, i thought it wasn't a big deal, until now

a- thankyou for telling me, it's okay, we'll fix our family. 

we went inside and obviously logan had filled in tate and christina and they looked at me sympathetically. 

a- i'm sorry, i'll be right back.

i left the room, holding back tears and dialed jj's number. he answered, after many rings. 

a- oh jj thank god you're okay

jj- yeah sonny i'm fine

a- no you aren't

jj- you heard what happened huh?

a- yeah and please think about this jj, we're family, cam was just having an off night

jj- adds, i want to think it was a one time thing but it's not, we've been drifting for months, don't deny it. 

a- it started with me, oh my god i'm so sorry

jj- no addi, while you were with why don't we and your brothers, everyone understood and didn't mind but it started with cam. he started bringing girls home, and not nice ones, they were horrible, gold diggers, attention seekers. i guess it just killed me last night to hear that girl talk about you like that. not just you, all of us, even cam but he was too blind to see it. 

a- jack...

jj- i'm sorry addi, but i can't live in a house of people who can't understand each other

a- hey, don't say that

jj- addi just remember that this didn't effect our relationship, we're still family okay?

a- yeah jj always

jj- bye adds

he hung up and i didn't bother to call cam, he would've told me the same thing, i was sure of it. i put on a smile and returned to the others.