it's been just seven weeks, seven weeks of hanging out with tana, seven weeks of meeting new people and seven weeks of going to parties.
no, i don't get out of control, i dance and drink with tana. tana and i have become close, she's brought the wild side out of me. in fact tonight we're not actually going out, we're going over to jeffree and nate's place with james.
it's 11pm and they're planning to shoot a video in two hours. so we're driving, listening to music when i get a call from jack. i turned down the music and answered it.
a- hey baby
j- hey gorgeous, what are you doing?
a- heading out with tana
j- addi...
a- it's okay, we're just going to a friend's place to film a video
j- okay well be safe, HEY TANA
t- hey wacko jacko
i smiled and we said goodbye and pulled up into jefferee's house. james was already there when we got inside and they decided on filming a mukbang, which meant we were going out again. we got our food and went back for hours of filming. it was getting late so tana and i head back to her place which is where i've been staying.
when we got back and started getting ready for bed. i was heating up some food when i heard the doorbell ring. i was curious as to who it was at this hour but then i realised it must be james, he said he might come over after.
turns out it wasn't james, it was sam. i tried to slam the door in his face when he held it open with his arm. i looked up to where tana once was and noticed she was gone. he pushed his way in through the door and i looked at him.
a- sam, you're drunk, leave.
s- i know you want me here
a- i don't, please leave
s- oh but baby that's the thing, no one's here to save you, just like when we were fifteen.
he started walking towards me, and i was backing away. i was met with the wall behind me and he cornered me, i smelt the stench of alcohol a mile away. i didn't know that i was crying until i felt my cheeks become puffy and stained.
a- please d-don't do this
s- you know what? i won't do this...
i breathed in relief, i was about to thank him until he grabbed my wrist, pulling me towards the door.
s- here
i kicked the back of his knee which gave me a second to get away, i fell to the floor in pain and tried to scurry away. instead of pulling me, sam got down in front of me and proceeded to rip off my shirt.
i screamed the loudest i have ever screamed before and everyone appeared at the doorway. everyone. magcon, team 10 and logan. jake and ray ran at sam, pulling him off the ground and on his feet, throwing him on the couch and holding him down. cam and g ran to my side, helping me up and carrying me upstairs.
i could hear it, it was the same thing except i didn't want to stop it. tana was sitting on my bed with tears in her eyes, she was repeatedly apologising.
t- i'm sorry, they told me to wait up here
a- it's fine, thankyou so much for calling them or he -
she hugged me and g was looking around for a shirt for me. he got frustrated and took off his own shirt, covering me in it. i sat down on the chair in the corner of the room, i found myself shaking even though it wasn't cold. i felt as if my vision wouldn't clear up but i wasn't crying.
i heard one last thing before my eyes shut completely.
jake- don't you dare touch my sister again sleeze
i woke up in a bed, but it wasn't mine. it was light outside but i couldn't figure out where i was. there were sirens and a staircase at the end of my feet. i heard footsteps coming up them and backed away in fear of sam.
all i was faced with was james' face, comforting and holding a pink drink. he sat beside me and i sipped on the drink while still shaking.
a- james, why am i here?
james- i offered to take you away from beverly hills, you've been out for two days addi.
a- oh my god, jack's back today
james- he was back yesterday, he came as soon as he heard.
a- where is he?
james- on his way, i called him when i heard you rustling
a- thankyou for taking me in james...
james- of course girl, i've always got your back
i heard the doorbell ring followed by knocks. i got nervous and my face blushed, james pat my shoulder before heading back down the stairs. i felt myself shake more and my hands sweat with fear every time i heard footsteps.
jack's face was the next i saw, his eyes looked tear stained and he ran to me, engulfing me in his arms and never letting go. i sat there, i wanted to wrap my arms around him but they wouldn't move.
jack looked at me and i stared blankly into his eyes. he tried talking to me but i couldn't speak, it hurt when i talked so i decided to say three words with all my might.
a- i love you
tears were running down my face and he held me in his arms.
hours past and we hadn't moved, i could hear james filming downstairs and i smiled. he used to do my makeup in that same room, we used to drink pink drinks while watching movies downstairs.
jack told me he was going back to logan's to get me some clothes. when he disappeared only one thing was going through my mind, run. i got my phone and bought a plane ticket to washington.
i texted tate and everything was planned, the last step was to go. i used my strength to get up and go downstairs. i told james and he understood, ordering me an uber to logan's. i don't know how i did it, but i did, i managed to pack a bag without anyone noticing.
jack had already been, i noticed because he took my uggs and i wanted them. i went back out quietly as possible and got back in the uber.
we got to the airport and i checked in and eventually got on my flight. i texted tate and she told me she'd meet me on the other side.
i'm sorry for running again.
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